Thursday January 1, 2009 - Soup Day
Last night Whitney was very upset when I was at Trav's. She called me and the call dropped because I have no service and she claimed that 2 weeks ago I would have called her back and now I didn't. She thought I am already falling back into old habits. So we talked until 4:30. I still love her and I don't know why I didn't call her back. But I now know how much it means to her so I will from now on. I woke up at noon showered and headed to Grandma and Grandpa Schuch's for soup day. We watched Michigan State lose to Georgia. Ate soup and left, watching Tyler and Brittany makes me miss Whitney even more than ever she even called me during soup day and I said sorry for being mean on the phone last night. I know with God we can make it this time. I love her. I got home around 5 called her again then the family watched Wall-E and watched Penn State get killed by USC. Then I surfed the net and read more Jesus did it anyway. I called Whitney at 11:30. She is sleeping over at Kelsey L.'s tonight. Hopefully I will get to see her tomorrow. God please help me and give me strength to over come my struggles. Keep my mind busy with your will and your word. Don't let this control me and have power. I only want you at the center of my life.
Last night Whitney was very upset when I was at Trav's. She called me and the call dropped because I have no service and she claimed that 2 weeks ago I would have called her back and now I didn't. She thought I am already falling back into old habits. So we talked until 4:30. I still love her and I don't know why I didn't call her back. But I now know how much it means to her so I will from now on. I woke up at noon showered and headed to Grandma and Grandpa Schuch's for soup day. We watched Michigan State lose to Georgia. Ate soup and left, watching Tyler and Brittany makes me miss Whitney even more than ever she even called me during soup day and I said sorry for being mean on the phone last night. I know with God we can make it this time. I love her. I got home around 5 called her again then the family watched Wall-E and watched Penn State get killed by USC. Then I surfed the net and read more Jesus did it anyway. I called Whitney at 11:30. She is sleeping over at Kelsey L.'s tonight. Hopefully I will get to see her tomorrow. God please help me and give me strength to over come my struggles. Keep my mind busy with your will and your word. Don't let this control me and have power. I only want you at the center of my life.