For the first time in a year and some change I don't have anything to say.
I've been in this sort of rut for a while now. I know You've been able to recognize it but I think these past few weeks I've been able too.
I've lost my discipline. I've lost my wonder and awe. I'm not reading anything for the moment. I'm not walking the streets like I use to. I'm not tithing like I should. I'm not seeking holiness right now.
And I tell you this, you must give an account on judgment day for every idle word you speak. The words you say will either acquit you or condemn you.
-Jesus
I'm not using my words to bless and build. I'm not using them to destroy either but I could be spreading Your love and beauty so much more rather than losing saltiness.
I don't know. My love for You isn't based on mountain top feelings or valley desperation. I guess when I stand in the plains of life it feels bad because nothing is happening but I need to still find peace in this time too.
I pray that you would set a fire down in my soul that I can't contain, that I can't control. I want more of You God.
I know You are always there, always beside me. Help me move towards You.
I think I need to get my house in order. I want to get back in to the routine I've had. not a religious one but rather one where my thoughts and heart are constantly combing this world for Your finger prints. I want to love You with all my mind.
I want the Kingdom.
help me lead. or I suppose as Your upside down Kingdom works, help me serve.
John Mark McMillan - Love You Swore
I've been in this sort of rut for a while now. I know You've been able to recognize it but I think these past few weeks I've been able too.
I've lost my discipline. I've lost my wonder and awe. I'm not reading anything for the moment. I'm not walking the streets like I use to. I'm not tithing like I should. I'm not seeking holiness right now.
And I tell you this, you must give an account on judgment day for every idle word you speak. The words you say will either acquit you or condemn you.
-Jesus
I'm not using my words to bless and build. I'm not using them to destroy either but I could be spreading Your love and beauty so much more rather than losing saltiness.
I don't know. My love for You isn't based on mountain top feelings or valley desperation. I guess when I stand in the plains of life it feels bad because nothing is happening but I need to still find peace in this time too.
I pray that you would set a fire down in my soul that I can't contain, that I can't control. I want more of You God.
I know You are always there, always beside me. Help me move towards You.
I think I need to get my house in order. I want to get back in to the routine I've had. not a religious one but rather one where my thoughts and heart are constantly combing this world for Your finger prints. I want to love You with all my mind.
I want the Kingdom.
help me lead. or I suppose as Your upside down Kingdom works, help me serve.
John Mark McMillan - Love You Swore