In her words
One year ago
05/28/17 My Husband Hates Me: A Memior
Today Brian turns 30!
Yesterday I turned 30 1/2
I also cut my hair so no more manbun.
Thursday was the last day of school of my first year of teaching!
At times it feels like it went by so fast and at other times I realize how long a school year can be. It's wild to think about when I first applied for the bachelor plus program back in April of 2015 and to see a plan come together like it has in my life. Every piece perfectly in place at the right time.
Now my first summer begins. I'm nervous about the time off. I really need structure in my life. My first summer off since 2002.
Lately Fridays have been Tem and my worst nightmare. I don't know why but Friday nights never go well for us. I feel so weird with this. She's got me all insecure got me doubting myself and struggling to simply be natural. I'm overthinking things and I'm dwelling on insignificant things. I don't know what is happening to me but literally the easiest most fun relationship I've ever had is a struggle.
I don't know why or what it is. I think we both feel this way. We are both scared to mess it up or we are both over thinking or something. Whatever it is we both hate it. I want it fixed, we both want it fixed. I'm not sure what it is.
I don't have anything else to say on the topic just that I'm confused with myself and frustrated. I love Tem and I don't want to mess it up and I want it to be perfect because it's what she deserves.
Bazzi - Mine
One year ago
05/28/17 My Husband Hates Me: A Memior
Today Brian turns 30!
Yesterday I turned 30 1/2
I also cut my hair so no more manbun.
Thursday was the last day of school of my first year of teaching!
At times it feels like it went by so fast and at other times I realize how long a school year can be. It's wild to think about when I first applied for the bachelor plus program back in April of 2015 and to see a plan come together like it has in my life. Every piece perfectly in place at the right time.
Now my first summer begins. I'm nervous about the time off. I really need structure in my life. My first summer off since 2002.
Lately Fridays have been Tem and my worst nightmare. I don't know why but Friday nights never go well for us. I feel so weird with this. She's got me all insecure got me doubting myself and struggling to simply be natural. I'm overthinking things and I'm dwelling on insignificant things. I don't know what is happening to me but literally the easiest most fun relationship I've ever had is a struggle.
I don't know why or what it is. I think we both feel this way. We are both scared to mess it up or we are both over thinking or something. Whatever it is we both hate it. I want it fixed, we both want it fixed. I'm not sure what it is.
I don't have anything else to say on the topic just that I'm confused with myself and frustrated. I love Tem and I don't want to mess it up and I want it to be perfect because it's what she deserves.
Bazzi - Mine