Sunday, April 14, 2019

04/14/19

Six weeks of school left to wrap up my second year teaching

Sankofa was Friday night
My third year attending
I went alone

I have my first counseling session scheduled for April 22nd (Earth Day) The day before I fly out to see Brian.

Last year I was so excited for my first summer off. I remember all the adventures and plans.
This year I'm counting the days hoping summer won't come.
I don't want my summer vacation without Tem.

I enjoy my couple weeks in June to myself, but I lost all interest to visit India without her, or Kilimanjaro. I don't know what I'm going to do with all of this time off now.

I want to travel and make memories with Tem

poolside, patios, parks, and everything else summer does best.
I want my summer with Tem
I want every summer with Tem

I don't know what else to say

I spend my weeknights playing Fortnite with Bobo, Brian, and the Finemans.
I spend my weekends as a fresh Columbus Crew fan.
Alan is still on sabbatical and I miss him.
I don't want to tell him about Tem and I because I already know he'll tell me I'm dumb

I remember the phone calls and walks we'd take talking about women. He was the friend I talked about Tem with very early on. The perfect woman, but she's married.

Maybe I'll spend July in Cincinnati.

I miss Tem.

Picture This - Saviour