12/02/09

Wednesday December 2, 2009 - I turn 22

Today I got up, Anne had made me coffee, oh and UNC won last night. So I drank coffee and hung out. Then I went to go to class and it was pouring rain so I had a bad walk to class. Then Everyone showed our website projects so I did that. Then I went to the SEL to write my paper, finish it up. But again the place was packed so I went to Thompson, same thing. So I went home and wrote the paper in Anne's room. Kristen and I have been texting all day about the 12th. So I finished my paper then went down stairs ate the rest of my canes fell asleep until 6:30. We went to Bd's Mongolian grill hung out with Zach and Kate. Ate till I was full then we just talked about work, golf, stealing plates. Anne and Alex got me a snuggie for my birthday. Then Zach, Kate, Arsen, and I got shots for our birthdays since Kate's is tomorrow. Then we drove home and I'm dropping a deuce right now. Then I got to watching the TV. We did some major DVRing and I was texting Kristen more than I should have been. So that will be an interesting weekend when I make the trip over there to see her and hang out with her.

11/01/09

Sunday November 1, 2009 - Moving Out

Woke up cold and in pain from a terrible night on the floor Anne called me I went over there Alex left to get fitted for dance shoes I moved all my extra stuff in to the trunk of my car then went back over to the woman cottage Anne and I hung out talked I had some spaghetti for lunch/dinner I changed my display picture for the month of November then Alex was home again but left for dance practice around 7 so Anne and I watched some DVR stuff she had to study I went to the MC talked with Travis and I met Agorom's two brothers around later I went back over Anne and I watched Desperate housewives and Colette came home talked to us for a bit then went up to her room Anne and I watched saved by the bell and that was all we went to bed around 10:30 or 11:00 I got under the stairs again and enjoyed another nights sleep I hope the talk tomorrow goes well and Collette lets me stay it would be cheaper for me and it would be easier so I don't have to walk to Scott's all the time I'll already be there but it's not in my hands and not up to me

10/01/09

Thursday October 1, 2009 - Dinner Night

Another busy day that starts with a T I went to my first class talked to the girl in front of me her name is Caitlin O'Brien I think we did the ICA together then after that class I went to the one with Rusty and Rachel they invited me to happy hour but Rusty had to work so I didn't go then I went to my 3rd class without Travis he ditched me so I learned about video games all on my own after class I hurried on over to the woman cottage for dinner Thursdays we had chicken spaghetti and Alfredo sauce all thanks to Anne it was good then Scott left to see the so you think you can dance show live so I went home surfed the internet for a long time missed a call from Rachel to hang out didn't go to J-House on campus or Cru Travis set up and played at J-House then I think today was Zach's birthday because he had a lot of people over so I went to sleep around 2 or so and they were so loud and annoying that I woke up around 3 so I yelled at them and went to sleep again really pissed off he is really starting to get on my nerves especially the loud drunk annoying girls he always brings over so I finally got to sleep around 3:30 or 4:00 pissed off watching some sports center before I slept

09/01/09

Tuesday September 1, 2009 - B-dubs Wings

So I woke up today at 6:30 still keeping with my plans of not dreading work so much it's going better than mornings past so today at work Chris's car breaks down can't get into work so I drive to the post office in Bryan drop off some treated wood when I get back I work at the counter for a while then Doug sends me to Fayette with a steel load for Ox so I do that some how I'm still awake then Matt Dustin and I go to Hong Kong Restuwrong we get back and I drive to Aschellemans in Wauseon drop off some shingles so today went by pretty fast then once work was over Jake came to my house to go to B-dubs in Defi but I rode separate so I wouldn't have to go to Fricke house then I helped Brett unload a picnic table at his camper for the fair we drove ate dinner with Jake and Telly talked to Brian Hall there then just Jake and I hung out at his house talked with Jeff and Nancy for a while then went up stairs talked about the Frickes what I did to Whitney how I hate Rob and Jake talked about God and I acknowledge God but I don't think I deserve his grace so I don't accept it I should go to hell when I die that's a fair judgement

08/01/09

Saturday August 1, 2009 - Share the Fair

Today we didn't eat until 8:40 then we sat around waiting for the camp to wrap up Seth and I walked to block house to write down what we have in stock then we walked to the dock and checked all the boats the sea hawk John's yacht, the yankee rebel the grumman and so on then we started cleaning cluster C then B and we ate lunch then A 2 and 1 we cleaned Admin and the dinning hall both rooms then while listening to the Aladdin sound track we worked with Al mixing crete to make a better ramp by the swaal ridge we mixed then dumped into the tractor Al drove it and dumped it then at 5 I drove to Lowes and loaded 30 80 pound bags got back did 7 mixed 3 bags per mix and finished work around 7 then we drove to the state fair walked around ate lots of junk then went into a freak show place it was fun on the ride home I felt pissed and depressed Pence was sitting next to me so I was pissed Tim McGraw came on the radio "Just to see you smile" and I thought about the biggest Tim McGraw fan I know Whitney and I missed her again, didn't call her

07/01/09

Wednesday July 1, 2009 - Monthiversary

Today I woke up went to devotion then ate breakfast I drove to the office nothing to do Brittanie moved the computer it was weird so at 9:30 I left for mail there wasn't much mail at all sorted it fast then I had nothing to do I laminated signs for Brian then we ate lunch I saw Whitney wrote on Jordan Alveres's wall so after lunch I called her but hung up I don't know what I would say to her she called me back I slept from 1 to 2 then went back to the office I was out of it today I tried not to think about Whitney I'm done with her I'm not fucking up her life anymore I defrieneded her on facebook then I stapled chi-rho books for the rest of the afternoon I made around 150 of them Janis and I facebooked eachother then I napped after work until my door opened at 6 and it was Rachel she surprised me and she wore the American Apparel dress so we drove around from 6:30 until 7:40 trying to find a place to eat so we found apple bees in Marysville we had a nice meal after that we drove back and hung out in my room from 9:30 until 12:30 and that was our night we fooled around and I became more of a hypocrite after she left I checked the risk board since Seth took over for me tonight I ended up going to bed around 1:00

06/01/09

Monday June 1, 2009 - It's Official

Today I woke up early so that I could get a good head start on my theatre paper so I sit down to change my facebook profile picture for the new month and start the paper but Tyler called came over to look at my loan stuff we talked a bit then he left so I started on my paper then Travis came in and wanted to play TMNT so we beat it again then I finished my paper I made spaghetti and watched south park with Dain then around 3 pm I left for class turned in my paper after class I called Rachel she didn't come over until 6:30 then around 7:30 I drove everyone to Kelsey's grad party but I got a $50 dollar parking ticket from last night Rachel, Jordan, Jared, me, Lee Ann and Lee Ann's friend Jake all went to Kelsey's it was fun then it was about to rain so we left when I got back Rachel wanted to watch Twilight during the movie I kissed Rachel so she said we had to be official so now I'm dating Rachel we laid and talked killed until 2am then she drove home and I drove to camp so now not even a week after Whitney I'm dating Rachel on kinda accident I got to camp and I slept in Brian's room with him and Pence I do not like them sleeping together

05/12/09

Tuesday May 12, 2009 - Dain and Kelsey

This morning I went to class after that I went home for a bit Scott called around 12:15 so Dain came with us we ate then he left and I told Scott and Anne about him liking Kelsey then I was late to Comm 367 because I needed to make copies of my survey stuff at the SEL after class I called Kelsey she didn't answer then I got home Stuckey and Jordan were just about to leave to look for jobs so Dain went to work I watched some Arrested Development Kelsey did not get back to me until 5 didn't show up until 6 then we were going to go to the chocolate cafe but it was 4 or 5 hours past when I originally wanted to go so I was hungry for food not just snack so Stuckey Dain Jordan and Kelsey went without me and were gone for a long time until 10:30 Dain and Kelsey constantly text each other and now I feel awkward around both of them it just sucks and I know this isn't going to end well so once again I spend the night in my room alone Trav is with his old roommates Scott is dancing with Arsen I called Jake left a voicemail at midnight for his birthday then just said goodnight to Whitney I hope Dain doesn't mess anything up even though he doesn't listen to what anyone tells him so I'm sure he'll ask her out soon

05/11/09

Monday May 11, 2009 - Will I pass Spanish?

Today I woke up and went to Spanish class as usual I asked about my second exam she responded with "Why do you need to know so you can drop the class?" that was discouraging so after class Scott said lunch at 2 so I went to the Spanish tutor to get my composition fixed my TA from last quarter helped me she was pretty cool then after that I got home Dain and I ate chips and salsa and watched some south park season 10 then at 2 Scott said no lunch dinner at 8 so I napped till 3 Dain and I went to class then after class Stacy and I went to Pomerine computer lab to look up our Theatre project after that I went home hung out with Travis and Dain Kelsey came over at 6 with a almost broken foot from dropping a plate on it they watched the cavs play then at 8 I ate cold stone with Scott then they all came over Arsen, Anne, Scott we hung out for a bit they left Cavs won watched Sunny then Dain played Trav in Dr. Mario after that Dain told me he has a crush on Kelsey after a week and a half of being single Then I called Whitney we went over Hebrews Chapter 12:14-29 then bed

05/10/09

Sunday May 10, 2009 - Mother's Day

This morning I woke up and called Tyler about what time church starts it was 10 so I showered and got dressed walked over to his place around 9:40 then we sat there until the parents showed up we walked to 4th ave DOC church hardly anybody showed up but it was cool the old man talked about doing acts after that we walked around Victorian village some then ate pizza at Adriaticos after we got Brittany's bike unlocked then after pizza we walked around campus and showed the new library the echo spot by Wexner Center then it was around 3 or 4 I left the group at that point told Pam and Doug I loved them and took my new bounty of food in to my pantry then I hung around until 5:40 I drove to Joshua House I was the only one from Lost and Found because everyone went to Mammoth Cave or Mother's Day stuff so after that I called Kelsey told her sorry for the past week and I texted Rachel about it then I drove over to Kelsey's house we hung out played pig then I threw the ball over the neighbor's fence then she showed me some home video stuff I got home late forgot about Hebrews then talked to Whitney for a bit and slept.

05/09/09

Saturday May 9, 2009 - A day of rest

This morning I woke up around 10:00 I showered and then began my usually very busy Saturdays so I warmed up the rest of my rice from yesterday sat in the first floor relaxing listening to more of Trav's iPod. Then after and during that Kelsey and I texted back and forth about why I'm not hanging out with them and then I got tired of texting so I called Scott to see a movie. She did not answer then around 3:30 or 4 Dain got home so he and I watched episode 2 of Star Wars. Then during the movie Kelsey came over I was pissed so after the movie I went up to my room. Then Aimee came over Kelsey Dain and her were in my room for a long time. Then finally they left I sat in my room from 6-9. Then started watching TV Rachel came in checked her facebook and stuff then Kelsey kept coming in and out annoying me. they tried to get me to go to coldstone then left my room. I locked  the door started writing this. Then Scott just called me and we talked about it so now it is 10:34 and I'm about to call Whitney and get ready for Doug and Pam to come visit. Norma Jean called me earlier today now that I think about it, it was good to talk to her for 5 minutes and that was my busy Saturday. 

05/08/09

Friday May 8, 2009 - Reorganization

Today I woke up showered and headed to Spanish in Hagerty Hall. We had to read a long story in Spanish so after class I went up to the tutoring room and had it explained to me and I answered the questions. Then I got home and Travis and I watched some disc 2 season 10 while I did laundry. Then Travis left for Wauseon. I wish I went too but I stayed here. Then I started moving my room around but before that around 1:30 Scott and I ate food at Mirror Lake Cafe as I moved my room around after lunch I wanted a table for by my sliding door so I found a nice one a block down by a dumpster hauling it back Agorom and I walked it up to my room and there it rests. After that Dain, Rachel and Kelsey ate at Chipotle. I of course did not go while they were gone I went to life at J.O. I found out I couldn't bench 135 3 sets of 10 reps any more. I was sad then got home Dain and them went to watch Star Trek movie. Then I made some rice sat and cranked up Trav's iPod and enjoyed the house to myself. Then they came home so I took an hour long walk. Talked to Whitney she is done with school. Then they are watching Se7en now it's 11:41 and I think I'll read some bible hit the sack. I'm in Ephesians now.   

05/07/09

Thursday May 7, 2009 - The MFA Play

This morning I went to Spanish then after I called Scott and her and Anne went to Jimmy Johns with me for lunch. After that they walked to my Comm class with me while walking around central classrooms we saw Travis Smith. So I showed them my semi-attractive Comm Prof then after class I got home. The gas bill was there waiting for me so I paid it and my water bill then because of the dry erase mess I walked to CVS and bought a bigger board for bills to be written on. Then I and Dain watched disc one of season 10 South Park because he finally got it back. Then I sat in my room until 6:50 Dain and I went to Drake Theater to watch the other Masters of Fine Arts students solo projects. After that I walked Stacy back to her place. Dain went home to watch the Cavs game with Kelsey. As I walked from North Campus to South Campus I had a nice phone conversation with my love of my life Whitney. She has to pull an all nighter for this paper during finals week. I got home around 11:00 o'clock now I'm about ready for bed. Kelsey and Dain are in the basement and I hope they don't bug me. I think I'll grab some easy mac then hit the hay.

05/06/09

Wednesday May 6, 2009 - Afton Makes a Visit

Today I woke up this week I have been getting a lot of sleep and its really awesome so I woke up and showered went to class de espanol. After class I walked to the RPAC and from there I ate with Travis and Brock. Then Travis and I walked home hung out and talked for a bit. Then Travis went to his Spanish class and I worked on some Spanish homework. Then relaxed until 3:00 then I went to theatre class in the crappy rain. After class I got home Afton called me out of the blue and we hung out it was cool seeing her. As we were talking Rachel and Hope showed up then Kelsey, Hope left then Afton was leaving so I sat on the couch for a bit. Rachel asked me why I was being a bitch. It pissed me off I went upstairs. Kelsey must have just left. Then we had group. Bethany talked about Peter healing the lame man in Acts chapter 3. After that Aaron, Tim, and I prayed. Rachel came in to see if I would go talk to Kelsey at her house I said no. And now its 10:19 some time tonight I will call the lovely Whitney Sue Fricke and we will talk she is doing finals week right now so I hope that is going good for her and that is my Wednesday May 6th.

05/05/09

Tuesday May 5, 2009 - Cinco de Mayo

This morning I woke up early and showered. Did a little studying from 9:30-10:10 then I went to take the stupid Spanish midterm. I called Whitney on the walk over since we didn't talk last night. Once I was taking the test I was so pissed I wanted to throw my desk. I finished and walked straight to my room. I ate some poptarts and studied for Comm 367 midterm. I did  that one in around a half an hour then left I felt so much better because I could READ the fucking questions in english. Then I went home again sat in my room and I watched some TV for a bit. After that I read 10 pages of the bible finished 1 Corinthians started 2nd. Then surfed the web for a while. Still no one was home. I watched the rest of season 11 South Park. Then I went back to my room added people as friends on facebook. Then Kelsey came over wanted to talk but didn't and now its 9:23. Dain, Kelsey, and them are watching the Cavs game down stairs. I am in my room so that I don't flirt with Kelsey on accident or anything like Dain said. I will probably call Whitney later tonight I wish I was dead and I don't understand why God makes us live for this long. Life is too long I'm ready to go. 

05/04/09

Monday May 4, 2009 - Study for Hell tomorrow

This morning I woke up turned on CMT as I always do then got up around 9:30 showered and out the door around 10:10 went to Spanish we reviewed the stuff for the midterm tomorrow. Then I went to eat with Alex, Anne, and Dain. A guy on Alex's floor tested positive for swine flu (H1N1) or whatever. We went to Mirror Lake cafe Dain told me to not hit on Kelsey. I got pissed because before Alexis dumped him he flirted with a shit load of girls so I stormed off to the Spanish tutor. Was there for a while then got home. Dain tried to talk to me I blew him off studied my Spanish flash cards until 3. Then I went to theatre class. After class I felt like crap. I don't know if its allergies or swine flu. I got home made rice. Travis made the outtakes video then after that Kelsey came over I blew her off. Her and Dain went shopping with Rachel. I studied for 6:30-10:00 when I got back Kelsey was just leaving. I said bye then walked past her. Now its 10:43 she left me a note I threw it away if Dain thinks I flirt then fuck them. I won't talk to Rachel or Kelsey again. Now I'm going to eat some ice cream and call Whitney some time later tonight. Fuck Spanish I hate that class and I'm going to fucking fail. I studied Comm 367 today.

05/03/09

Sunday May 3, 2009 - Joshua House

This morning I woke up around 11 again showered and got around then called Kelsey to hang out. Travis got home then around noon Kelsey called said she couldn't find her keys so I drove over to her house she was crying. So Travis and I talked to her for a bit then we drove to McDonalds and ate. After that we went shopping at Kroger and got rice, ice cream, milk and other foods after that we went to our man cottage. Trav left to study so I and Kelsey tried to study Spanish then we couldn't so kinda napped. Dain came home got pizza so we went to get it then watched South Park while he ate pizza. Then hung out in my room until Joshua House. Travis drove Chinagarom, me, Kelsey, and Dain went to church. Kelsey cried we did communion cleaned it up then went to Fazoli's afterwards Rachel Kelsey came over and played Rock Band then left. I called Whitney and we studied Hebrews Chapter 11:1-13 then talked some more before I went to sleep around 1 o'clock. So not too bad I hate Spanish and I don't want to take this exam Tuesday I really am not looking forward to this week because on the 2 midterms and the oral composition some time also this semana.

05/02/09

Saturday May 2, 2009 - I Hate Spanish

Today I woke up at 10:00 got out of bed around 11:00 showered then called Scott she was eating with her sister so I and Anne ended up eating at the RPAC I ran into Rusty there then Storm then Travis. After lunch around 2:00 I went to the SEL to study Spanish. Studied until 4:30 then got home waited around until 7ish Kelsey came over then she drove us to the Gallery Hop and we met up with Rachel at Starbucks. We walked around for a while Rachel saw people she knew and I saw my brother there. Then around 10 or 11ish the 3 of us went to Kelsey's house and I drove her car. She didn't want to. Then we got there Kelsey talked about Riley or whatever the douche's name is. We made another fire and I talked about Whitney. Rachel talked about Tim her old flame too. Then around 2 or so Rachel gave me a ride home and I called Whitney. We talked a bit on the phone it was good then I went to sleep. I hate Spanish still and I am scared to death of this midterm Tuesday, I haven't even began to look at Comm stuff for that midterm on the same damn day. So I go to sleep now it's almost 3.

05/01/09

Friday May 1, 2009 - Kelsey's Bon Fire

Today I woke up put clothes in the wash showered then I went to class. I fucking hate Spanish I got a fucking 73% on my composition. Then I came home Travis started writing our newest film. Then he went to class so Dain and I went to J.O. and lifted. After that we hung out in Travis' room talking about the new script. Then Dain went to work around 3 and Travis at 4 so I just sat around in my room and put my clothes away. Today I feel like shit and I'm dreading this Spanish exam Tuesday. So I sat on the computer for a while then around 9 Whitney called me and we talked about us not talking. I do care a lot about her but it is like we don't really know each other which needs to change. After that we went to Kelsey's house. Met her parents, her mom is hott. Her dad is cool and we ate hot dogs and roasted s'mores over the fire. I pretty much worked on the fire the whole night and Dain played Halo with Kelsey's dad. We stayed over at her house for a long time until 2am. Then came home and I called Whitney, no answer, then crashed. 

04/30/09

Thursday April 30, 2009 - Dain's letter

Today I woke up and went to Spanish. During class I was very angry because I couldn't understand any thing. After class I went home to lay down and cool off. I was so frustrated. Then Alex called me about lunch by then I was calm enough to see them. So we went to Market Place and ate. It started raining so I walked to Comm class in the rain. Got there and we did lecture then went over some stuff for the midterm. On Tuesday after class I went home took a dump then around 4 I went to the Spanish tutor for an hour and a half and figured out the reading. After that I sat around surfed the web then Travis was talking to Dain. He got into OU but Alexis told him not to go. I talked to Dain until I went and saw a movie with Anne and Alex. After the movie Dain came in my room semi crying saying he was single. So I talked with him until 2:30 or so at night. I kicked him and Travis out of my room. I called Whitney she didn't answer and that Arnold douche bag has been writing on her facebook and I think they are eating lunch together a lot. Fuck my life, if she's happy with that faggot then whatever good for her.

04/29/09

Wednesday April 29, 2009 - Comm meeting

This morning I woke up. The past two nights I got plenty of sleep so I felt good. Then showered and went to Spanish class. After class I went and ate fast with Alex and Anne at Buck Yuck. Then went to a communication meeting it was pretty much a waste of time. After that I ate lunch with Brock at the RPAC. Hope showed up then I hung out with Alex and Anne more and went to their biology class. Then at 3:15 I left it and went to my theatre class. Sat with Stacy then got out and walked home. Now it's 5:56. I sat around on the computer until about 7:20 came down stairs and Brian Courtney was here he moved to Columbus officially. Kelsey was here Tim then the normal people. Giselle did the lesson on rope with 3 cords and friendship. After that we split in groups and then Kelsey hung out for a bit. We made an event for the bon fire Friday. Then I walked her to her SUV and she went home. After that I got ready for bed and went to sleep pretty much right away. I was very tired and I did not call Whitney to talk this night.

04/28/09

Tuesday April 28, 2009 - What's wrong with me?

This morning I woke up and showered then headed out to Spanish class. After that gem of a class I saw a man yelling about God on the Oval. Then continued to Alex's dorm for lunch. I got there but she was eating with her sister so Anne and I went to eat at Buck Yuck. It was different just Anne and I but nothing bad. So then Alex joined us after that I went to Comm367 class and got out really early. When I got home I did my Spanish homework then sat around. Rachel and Kelsey came over around 6-7 o'clock then at 8:30 we went and ate Coldstone with Alex, Anne, and Arsen. After that Travis, Dain, Rachel, Kelsey all played rock band again. I wasn't allowed to play because I didn't help Dain carry the stuff down stairs. So I sat there until 11 o'clock then I went up stairs called Whitney. Talked for 2 minutes then I went to bed. I don't know why but I still felt weird like last night. I have no idea what is wrong with me but I would almost say its a slight depression but I have no idea if that's true. 

04/27/09

Monday April 27, 2009 - Allergies

This morning I woke up and went to Spanish class after that Alex, Anne, and I ate at Fresh Express. While eating Alex noticed some hives forming on my face so we walked to CVS and I bought some benadryl. and I felt better but sleepy. After that I went to Theatre took my midterm then got home and wrote my Comm367 paper. finished it after a while. Then Kelsey came over and I was very sleepy we talked for a bit then Dain, Travis and her played rock band. Giselle came over to I was so tired I went to bed at 10:00 o'clock and I did not talk to Whitney at all. I don't know if it was the pills or what but I was really out of it and went to bed really early.

04/26/09

Sunday April 26, 2009 - 597 views

This morning I was awoken by a horrific stomach ache at 7 in the morning ran to my bathroom and it was not pleasant so I am writing this because I take for granted when my intestine and colon are kind to me. Then I went back to sleep until around 11 o'clock I woke up tried to get the video more views for a while then showered got around no one was home all day so I sat around then I did some Spanish homework and went to Sulivant library to study for theatre midterm tomorrow. After that it was about 5 I got home watched some south park season 11 then drove to the vineyard alone sat with Kelsey then Tim Sheldon showed up later Giselle and Rachel too afterwards Kelsey was crying for whatever reason so I waited while the girls talked to her after that we all went to Fazoli's and hung out talked. After that Kelsey followed me home but got off the wrong exit some guy harassed her she called me scared I talked to her for a while after that Dain, Travis and I hung out then they went to play frisbee I am about to call Whitney and go over Hebrews Chapter 12 maybe study some theatre then go to sleep call it a night.

04/25/09

Saturday April 25, 2009 - Scarlet & Grey Game

Today I woke up late around 11 which was very nice when I got up I shaved and showered and got around for the day. ALex called me about lunch so I went over there since everyone was at the spring game Alex, Anne, and I ate at Market Place for the first time. After that we went to CVS Alex bought some stuff then we went to sit in the oval because the weather was super nice today. So Anne and Alex painted their nails and I just sat there. Then Emily came over and we all walked to the Frat thing for her boyfriend for a bit. After that we laid in the oval more then it was getting boring so I went home and they got ready for tonight. I went to Taco Bell with Dain then together we watched Star Wars episode I the Phantom Menace. After that we went to Sealscott's dorm and from there Arsen drove us to see his two cousins band "Crime and Punishment" I got home around 2am and went pretty much right to bed I didn't call Whitney for some reason. She called when I was at the bar then it was too late to call her back when I got home. The pitcher of RC cola was very good at the bar.

04/24/09

Friday April 24, 2009 - Mall Rats

This morning I woke up kinda early like 9ish checked youtube for the video but the audio was disabled because the ending breakfast club song was copyrighted. So I deleted it and went to Spanish class. Got out of class Travis played tennis then changed the song to anyway you want it while Dain and I lifted at the RPAC after that we saw the final video on youtube. Alex came over saw it then her, Travis, and I ate at Mirror Lake Cafe. After that Trav went to work and I hung out in Scott's dorm. Then went home to shower but didn't. I messed with the myspace then around 4:30 Alex and Anne came to go to the outdoor mall in Easton so we went there. Had some direction issues then shopped at forever 21 for a while then American Eagle and Aeropostle where I got some white shorts for 20 bucks then we ate at Bar Louis at the mall then drove back again more driving problems. Got home hung out at Scott's dorm for a bit then after that I talked with Travis and Giselle about fashion and Dain got home from work and now it's 11:29 and I am probably going to spam the video then surf the web for a bit then sleep because I have to study theatre, write a comm paper, and do SPanish homework.

04/23/09

Thursday April 23, 2009 - Joshua House on Campus Wendy's

I woke up around 8:30 and showered then I headed to the Spanish tutoring place to get the Spanish juices flowing. My teacher that I got was kinda a bitch and didn't know what she was doing so the other guy checked my composition and said it was very good so I walked to class and took the test. I feel good about it then Alex, Anne, and I went to the Man Cottage got Dain and the four of us walked to Wendy's and I got a baconator. Then we sat and talked for a while and headed to class from there. I went to my comm class got out kinda early it was an awesome day. Travis was editing the film more then around 7 Rachel, Travis, Lee Ann, and I walked to Joshua House on Campus it was about weighing the costs before becoming a Christian then Travis got home around midnight and wanted to finish the video tonight. Whitney called me around 1:00am we talked for a bit then around 3:30 Travis finished the boy who cried wolf and I went to sleep to get up for my one class on Friday Spanish of course. I was very tired and anxious for the video.

04/22/09

Wednesday April 22, 2009 - Santana Study

Today I woke up went to Spanish with my redone Spanish outline with less words. Then after that I did not eat with Brock instead I ate at Buckeye Express with Alex and Anne. Then I went to the Spanish tutor session for my composition practice so I did that for an hour then got home and waited for theatre class. Once it was 3 I left for Theatre turned in my paper and took notes I really like this class. I look forward to the lectures. I don't know why it's just a nice environment and not very stressful. After that I lifted with Dain at Jesse Owens South for a bit then group was kinda starting up. Rachel showed up for the first time in a long time and Kelsey continues to show up. Blake taught about serving and being last. Then I prayed with Hyster (who is visiting) and Dain. After prayer group I left to study for Spanish. I wrote the composition fairly well then on the walk back to the man cottage I called Whitney and told her I feel better about the composition I hadn't talked to her in a while after that I edited with Travis and with a lot of stress released feeling better about the composition of 250 spanish words then got to sleep.

04/21/09

Tuesday April 21, 2009 - Another Day

This morning I went to Spanish class after waking up and showering. After class Anne, Alex, and I went to Kennedy's to eat and we talked had a fun time as usual. Then after the meal I headed over to my comm class. After class I was done for the day. Got home sat around for a bit. I had a Theatre paper due about Godspell tomorrow so I sat down and wrote that all out then I looked at my Spanish outline and homework. Got that all finished then hung around the house relaxed. Travis got home we worked on the video a little bit I sent Whitney a facebook gift like I do on every 21st of each month and I think that was my day. Nothing too exciting I might have played some Halo with Dainish410 it rained pretty much all day it wasn't a fun day. I don't know what else to write so I'm going to talk about stuff I'm looking forward to May 16th bowling with Jake, Taylor, and Whitney. June 2nd camp staff starts up and June 9th hopefully I'll be completely done with Spanish and done with classes on the 11th. I have 5-1/2 weeks left of my junior year of college at the Ohio State University.

04/20/09

Monday April 20, 2009 - I Hate Spanish

Last night I did call Whitney she told me about her camping weekend and we went over Hebrews then this morning I went to Spanish class found out I got a 49% on my exam which put me in a very bad mood then my Carlos Santana thing was too long so I will have to redo that. After class I was semi-depressed went to Alex's room her and Anne left to eat with Alex's sister so I ate at home then went to Theater 100 at 3:00 after laying around and napping a bit. After class I got home tried to study Spanish then Travis got home watched some Metalocylips which im then we edited the boy who cried wolf a bit more. After that around 8 we went to 7-11 got chips salsa and ate dinner. Travis left to play guitar for Sierra at 9 and I layed down and watched some TV. THen around 10 I got up and took my Theatre online quiz got 5 out of 5 on it and now it's 10:23 I am feeling better about Spanish I'm going to have to work my ass off but I can pass this damn class God willing I will get a degree from the Ohio State University. Now I'm just going to relax wait for Smith to get back maybe do some editing or just hang out some.

04/19/09

Sunday April 19, 2009 - Ballroom Blitz

Today I woke up around 10:30 showered and had an hour to kill before Alex's dance competition so I got Trav's computer and labeled all the clips so he could work with them better. Then I left for Straddley. Emily, Cherry, Aimee and Anne went. Aimee drove us we stopped at Panera first for Emily and Anne then got off wrong exit. Got back on 670 East made it to the competition at 1:00 they said wait an hour so we went to Dairy Queen. Emily sat in gum. They cleaned it off then we went back and sat and watched Dancing from 2-6. All day today I watched dancing. Alex was good but her partner Max sucked so she didn't do good. Then she did formation with Arsen which looked a lot better after that I got directions from Arsen for cheesecake factory and I drove Aimee's car there we ate talked had a lot of fun. Then Arsen and Alex rode up front and Anne, Emily, me, and Cherry rode in the back of Arsen's car becasue Aimee lived close and just went home. Then I got home talked to Dain just finished my Spanish outline for Carlos Santana paper now it's 9:25 and I'm going to relax and enjoy the night maybe some Hebrews with Whitney.

04/18/09

Saturday April 18, 2009 - The boy who cried wolf

This morning I woke up played some Halo by myself then Brian was all packed up and ready to leave around 9 or 10 so I hugged and said good bye. Then I played some more for a bit. I opened up my Easter box from Whitney so that was fun. She loves me more than I will ever know and it's truly amazing. I wish I wasn't such a sleaze and jerk to her. After that I waited around for Dain and Travis. I checked facebook then Dain got home around 4 we played halo for a while then at 5:30 Travis got off work so he got ready we all got ready for the movie. Then shot some scenes out by the dumpster then went to Pomerine to get the office scenes down better. It was a lot of fun I fell for the movie and smashed my head it got a bump then after shooting we got back watched some Sunny and relaxed. Then we popped in Kill Bill I went to Taco Bell and grabbed some food for dinner we had a nice I.A.T. crew movie night it was a lot of fun. Then we talked about our movie and possible next movie nothing came to mind. we went to bed pretty early actually around 1:00 or so because I have to be up tomorrow for Alex's competition.

04/17/09

Friday April 17, 2009 - God Spell, Brian Carr

Today I woke up and went to Spanish class the good looking Ukraine chick sat next to me and used my book. Then after that Brian and I went to pick up the package Whitney sent me a while ago for Easter so we walked through Short North to the post office. Got it then stopped at Wendy's for Carr to eat. Then played Halo while Dain was at the play. When he got back Dain, Brian, and I went and lifted at the RPAC then got home cleaned up and Brian and I left to eat with Alex and Anne at FX. so we ate it was good. Then it was getting late and I had to pick up Stacy for the play and I was running late. We got to the play at 8:05 but didn't miss anything. It was just the Gospel in musical form. Then after that dropped Stacy off and went back home. Watched the end of pulp fiction then we started to shoot the first bit of "The Boy Who Cried Wolf" Called Alex and begged her to come so she left her date thing with Arsen for us and we shot all the night stuff then I watched Dain and Brian play Halo while Travis edited what we shot. Then Tomorrow we will finish shooting the movie.

04/16/09

Thursday April 16, 2009 - Death of a Failsman

Today I woke up and went to Spanish class we had a sub teacher then after that Hell that is Spanish class. I went and ate with Alex we ate food then we hung out at her dorm. Watched Youtube videos then I went to Comm we got out semi-early so I got home and waited for Brian to get here I was playing Halo then he got here and Travis was bored so we shot a movie I thought of off the top of my head. "Death of a Failsman" that entertained Travis for a long time then Giselle came over to play frisbee so we walked to Canes to eat first then we walked to the oval to play frisbee. Rusty, Evan, Brian, Travis, Giselle, Aaron, Nick, Sean, and I played. Nick and Sean were Rusty's friends. Rusty was really good. Then Bosley showed up and Trudel too. We ran into him so we played a bit longer. Then after that we quit and walked back to the apartment we sat around. Travis finished the Youtube video he was editing. Whitney called me and we talked for a bit she said she was going to be busy this weekend so we wouldn't get to talk much this weekend. Then we, Dain, Travis, Brian, and I played Halo a bit to get Brian's account up some more and that was our Thursday night.

04/15/09

Wednesday April 15, 2009 - Tax Day

Today it was barely raining out when I went to Spanish then I went back to the apartment Travis and I headed over to the RPAC to hang out with Brock we ate lunch then talked. I left early to go take my theatre online quiz so I took it after reading the summary of the play. Then I had some time to kill so I played Halo with Dain then we both left for class together I went to class with Stacy then after class I got home hung out with Travis & Dain then after more Halo group started. Bethany did a lesson on Jesus praying for our way in heaven. Kelsey was there again but no Rachel again we saw Hope at the RPAC after group walked Kelsey to her car watched the new South Park. Randy made the pinewood derby car then I got online and found 3 sources for my Spanish composition about Carlos Santana and now it's 12:07 and I don't know if I'm going to call Whitney again or not tonight. I feel more sure about her and I tonight and it's a very good thing whatever I am suppose to do I hope I know 100% before whatever happens happens. Where ever I'm suppose to be let God guide me.

04/14/09

Tuesday April 14, 2009 - Kathleen talk

Today I went to Spanish I got a text from Whitney saying good morning I texted her back good morning. Then after Spanish Anne Alex and I went to lunch at Buck Yuck hung out until 1:30 I went to my Comm 367 class turned in my wet paper because it rained all day today also. But I still wore shorts. After class Kathleen texted me about us talking so we were going to meet at Panera Bread at 8:30 so I did homework for Spanish surfed the web then I left to go talk to her. Dain asked where I was going I didn't tell him. Kathleen looked amazing like I remembered we talked for an hour it was good to catch up and know she doesn't hate me it might have confused me more about where I should be but after that I ate the night breakfast with Alex, Anne, Emily and her jewish boyfriend. Then watched Superbad I got home late and finally called Whitney told her I don't know where I am suppose to be but I'm not going to do anything stupid. I hate myself I want to date Kathleen and Whitney at the sametime I hope this Kathleen thing don't last long because I can't do that to Whitney but I can't stay with Whitney if I want to be happy.

04/13/09

Monday April 13, 2009 - Spanish Exam

This morning I woke up and got ready for the dreaded Spanish exams so I headed out it was pouring rain out all day today. Then I got to class and did not do good on the exam at all. Then I went to Scott's to grab lunch then her Anne and I went to eat all the way at FX (Fresh Express) we rode the bus there then took a bus the long way back to their place. Hung out there until 2 or so I went back to the cottage. Dain and I played some game of Halo then we walked to class together. I went to theater with Stacy. Then after class I got back to the apartment Travis was gone hung out with his old roommates. I started writing my second paper for Comm 367 so I did that. Whitney called me I didn't answer or call her back I don't know what I am doing and I need to figure out if Whitney and I are right or not. I know I am such an awful person and I'm never content but it's just so final being with Whitney and I don't know how to handle that I mean it has good qualities like I know I have someone but it takes more selfless care and I am still pretty selfish.

04/12/09

Sunday April 12, 2009 - Easter Sunday

This morning I woke up on the couch skipped church and everything because I was still kinda bitter about last nights breakup/ my own doubt so I stayed home today and waited for Travis to be ready to go back then he called said I could leave on my own so I surfed the web downloaded burned a CD and headed back to study. I still don't know what to think about Whitney and I but I am not going to be the one who ends it this time if it ever ends. I got to OSU around 4 I texted Kathleen to talk to her since I need closure and to figure out what's going on with me. Then I studied at the SEL for a bit started making flash cards for Spanish. Kathleen texted me back saying she would talk to me some night this week. I ate dinner with Alex around 7-8 then hung out with her for a bit and got back to the man cottage around 9 and hit the flash cards I learned all 62 words in about an hour then checked my facebook and now it's 10:58 and I'm about to see what the rest of the house is doing then I'll hit the hay and rest up for the exam tomorrow and I have to write 2 pages for comm 367

04/11/09

Saturday April 11, 2009 - Double Date

I woke up at Whitney's house and she was going to her great grandpa's house to sort through all of his stuff in the house so I drove home showered and napped a bit. Then mom and Tyler came home with Subway so I was eating that then Whitney came over and we got ready to meet up with Jake and Taylor at the church on Strayer for the egg drop. Then around 3:30 we met up and they had the helicopter drop 20,000 eggs we sat around the church and talked for a bit then the gang drove to ride a meat market for Jake's gift certificate. We hung out at the Andersen's for a bit the meat line was too long so we drove clear over to the Navy Bistro and ate and talked then drove back to Strayer to drop off Taylor and Jake at her car. Then we went our separate ways. Whitney and I talked I told her how I felt kinda weird and having doubts. She broke up with me then took it back. I wanted sleep of course she was flipping out not wanting to leave so finally we compromised I slept and she cuddled up with me then left in the middle of the night sometime. I stayed on the couch.

04/10/09

Friday April 10, 2009 - Dain turns 21

Today I woke up and went to Spanish class reviewed a bit for the exam on Monday then I got home and threw my clothes in the wash and played some Halo with Dain. We played multi team hammers and I got MVP and a killtacular and won the game for us. Dain was very impressed then I put my clothes in the dryer. Alex and I ate a meal together then went back to my place. I packed and Travis and I got ready to leave around 3 then we got to Wauseon around 6 or so dropped off my stuff went to Jake's. Then Jake, Travis, Taylor and I went to the pizza box in Delta for dinner. Whitney had easter with the Fricke side. Then after dinner I went home to take it easy. Then Whitney called me she was done with easter stuff so I drove over there and we hung out. Winter played a pizza shop game we did that then cuddled on the couch watching Fox News that was how I spent my good Friday then I ended up staying the night at Whitney's house and fell asleep after Whitney and I kissed a little bit and of course I might have gotten out of hand but Whitney straightened me up.

04/09/09

Thursday April 9, 2009 - Anne's Birthday

Today I went to Spanish then went to Alex's told Anne happy 19th birthday then I had to leave to eat since I had class at 1:30 and they were going to Eddie George's for her birthday. So I ate and watched Fox News and ESPN then walked to class got my paper back I got the same topic as Travis which is good news for me then I got home played Halo with Dain and Travis. Then I tried to do my Spanish homework got very mad and just said screw it and filled it out fast and wrong because I couldn't figure out the Audio CD's tracks. Then I surfed the web until 7. Blake Goro and I went to Grady's for a B-B-Q it was fun then Alex and Anne came over too. Then we left the party and hung out in the cottage while Blake and some people went bowling. Then I kicked them out because I had to take a dump so I did that then got online and now it's 11:40 and I'm about to call the wonderful Whitney and have a very good conversation with her. I hope she isn't mad for me calling so late at night. I never know what she will do or how she will react to the things I do.

04/08/09

Wednesday April 8, 2009 - Kelsey Shows

Today I went to Spanish like freaking always and we had a pop composition so I bombed that. Then I was suppose to eat with Brock and Travis but Trav said Brock called it off. So Travis and I ate at Canes after I went to the bank real quick. We talked about the sick abortion signs all over campus yesterday and today. Then I headed to theatre to buy tickets with Dain and Stacy and I went to class. I liked Taming of the shrew a lot. Then after class I went home played some Halo then Kelsey showed up at the house at 7 for group. It was good to see a new person. Travis taught on Christians make us mad and give us a bad rep. We don't like it (The abortion signs) Then I talked with Kelsey after. She's really funny and cool. After that I called Whitney since we haven't really talked since the fight Sunday night and we started fighting first then we dropped it and just loved each other. I kinda started crying it was awesome and I love her a lot then we hung up and I went to bed fairly early this night and I felt a little bit at peace but I still have a long way to go to be happy.

04/07/09

Tuesday April 7, 2009 - A Day of Nothing

Today I went to Spanish and like normal then I ate with Scott. We ate at Buck Yuck I think then after that or before that I went to my room and wrote my Comm paper proposal of 3 ideas then ate with them. Then I left for class after that turned in my paper and went home. Played some Halo with Dain of course then I went on the internet and I was supposed to dance with Anne, Arsen, and Alex at 7. I got there at 8 so I skipped pool. Rachel texted me I don't think she was happy. Then Anne and Alex and Adam ate at Buck Yuck then I left got back to the cottage around 10pm went up in my room stayed up late on the internet and whatever. I called Whitney at 2 or so I missed 2 of her calls around 11 so I left her a good night message and that was my night very depressing in a lot of ways but this is my life and like I said I need to regain control my body seems to be controlling all of my actions and I do not like this. I don't know what to do about it though.

04/06/09

Monday April 6, 2009 - Championship Game

This morning I woke up and went to Spanish again but without my phone. Last night I got up set with Whitney and I set down my phone she kept talking. Then I woke up in the morning and she had hung up sometime at night. Then I turned off my phone and left it off the entire day. So I was walking back from class ran into Scott we did lunch then I went back to my room and did my Spanish homework and tried to start my 367 paper but that wasn't successful. Then I headed over to theatre class sat with Stacy then after class I sat at home surfed the web for a very long time. Turned on the TV and watched the North Carolina Michigan State game 30 years ago Magic Johnson won the title he was there. UNC won then Jordan got into the hall of fame. Also after that I stayed up late. Called Whitney after finally turning my phone back on at 3 or so in the morning. She was half awake said good night then I rolled over and went to bed and that was my day. I feel farther and farther away from God as the days go by I need to get ahold of my life but I don't know how or what I need to do.

04/05/09

Sunday April 5, 2009 - Palm Sunday

Again this morning I woke up at 11:30 and got ready and around for no reason. I pretty much sat around checked facebook I honestly can't remember how I spent today and it just happened hours ago. So after that Travis and I played halo 3 and we got our asses kicked every game and I was getting mad. Then Courtney and Jared called about a picnic so Travis went to that and I stayed home I cleaned and organized Dain's area since he is home this weekend then I finally did the Spanish homework I had been putting off and then I surfed the web. Scott called me and asked if we wanted honey glazed ham so she and Anne came over gave me the bag. We hung out until J-House I drove we organized communion and listened to the lesson then cleaned up communion and they had some dance party so we went to that for a little bit. Then I drove home found a nice parking spot on 9th ave got home warmed up some HG Ham and pop tarts drank citrus drop and now it's 9:49. I tried to call Whitney but no answer she probably isn't too happy with me so that was my Sunday and now I have nothing else to write about.

04/04/09

Saturday April 4, 2009 - The day of Rest

This morning I woke up around the crack of 11:30 then I showered and sat around the house for a while. I turned on the Xbox and played some more crystal defenders for a while. I still can't beat the first level of that game. Then after that Travis came home from work so we fired up the Halo 3 game and we won pretty much every game we played in. It was incredible. Then Brian called to hang out for his birthday so Travis rode with me as I drove us to Kendra's place and I played this rolling marble game on Brian's iphone with Jared. Then we went to Red Robin watched Michigan State make it to the Championship game then Jared, Courtney, and Kendra went to some party so Travis and I went to Brandon's place with Brooks. There we watched North Carolina win also. Then we drove home and Travis left to go to that party and I of course didn't get any homework done or anything. I called Whitney and wouldn't you know it we got into a dispute. I told her I feel scared to hang up the phone when we talk and of course that made her get defensive and she had the right to so I got tired and sick of her yelling at me at 2am so I just wanted to go to bed which never goes over well but eventually I slept and that was it.

04/03/09

Friday April 3, 2009 - Laundry Day

Today I again went to Spanish class after class it was crappy and rainy out today so I stayed inside. Woke Travis and Dain up we hung around for a while talking in the living room. Then Dain and I wanted to hook up Dain's Xbox live account so we did that then played Halo some. Goro came down stairs he played with Dain some. I played Catan then after Dain went to work Goro quit. I got on the Xbox and played the Final Fantasy crystal defender game for HOURS then at 7:30 I put my clothes away called Scott and went over to her place just hung out. Then they started pre-gaming so I left called Whitney no answer popped some pop tarts and watched some of the Magic Cavs game then wrote in this and checked my facebook. Whitney just called me from her dance marathon thing. It's 10:51 right now and I don't know what to do with the rest of this night. So I will probably watch Dain play some crystal defender then call it a night. So that is my Friday. I really need to study Spanish and read the theatre play for next week. I hope I find time to do that this weekend and that it's a nice day out so I will be more likely to go.

04/02/09

Thursday April 2, 2009 - Camp Response

Today I woke up headed over to Spanish then after Spanish Dain Alex and I went to Kennedy's to eat lunch while we were there we ran into Cherry. Talked to her a bit then after that I headed over to Comm 367 sat through that class listened to the slacker Comm major people talk about getting swasted after class then after class I walked home it was nice out so I played some Catan outside with Travis. Then he left so I surfed the web. Then Blake asked me if I wanted to bowl I said sure then waited from 3:45-7:55 for my interview from camp then at 7:55 they called me then I talked to Carr about it. Went to Scott's to dance we went to Pomarine and the RPAC no empty rooms. Then I got a call from camp saying I was hired and sub secretary so Alex asked if I wanted a smoothie so I drank one. Then hung out at her place everyone was mad at me for not going bowling but I had a lot of fun and I was happy I got the job. Then I called Whitney we had an awesome talk for a long time and then I said something wrong she got mad at me and I just wanted to go to bed. Finally we hung up the phone around 2am I hate that it's so hard for us to make it without fighting on the phone.

04/01/09

Wednesday April 1, 2009 - April fools day

Today I woke up went to Spanish then headed over to Alex's place. The U weekly for today said beer is legal for 18 year olds and I showed Alex and they all flipped out. Then it was just an April fools day thing and it was funny. Then I ate food but Alex and Anne waited for Adriatico's with Dain and Goro so then we went and did that. Then sat around until 3 I went to Anne and Alex's Bio class in Independence hall. Then at 3:10 I went to my theatre class. Sat next to Stacy, Travis' love, then after class hung out at home for a bit called up Scott went over there till 6:50 tried to see if Tommy wanted to go to group he didn't. Then I went to group. It was a small turn out did a lesson on not worrying at all. Travis and I prayed and now they are all playing volleyball and I tried calling Whitney but she didn't pick up its 9:39 and I'm stuck at home alone. I left this blank to fill in the rest of my night but I forgot what I ended up doing Wednesday night because now it's Friday and I slacked and didn't even do Thursday's. This everyday thing is getting kind of hard to do and a little annoying. I don't think I'll do all of 2010 if I do.

03/31/09

Tuesday March 31, 2009 - My other class

Last night Whitney and I were not being nice to each other and it got to the point where I was so mad at myself I punched myself in the side of the head a few times hung up on Whitney and smashed my phone into my forehead and shut it off. This morning I woke up with cuts on my forehead and my head bruised. Turned my phone on and Whitney left some voicemails. I went to class and ate lunch with Alex then went to Comm 367 and Whitney called me on and off throughout the day but I kept shutting it out. Then I called her on my way to the library to read a play and I was still mad read the play got home laid in bed and watched TV for a bit I started to settle down called and texted her said I was sorry and then she called me when she got out of class we both said sorry and talked for a bit then I told her I had to go so I surfed the net some and now it's 10:01 we the roommates are about to watch a movie as soon as Travis and Blake and Goro get back Dain is on the phone with Alexis right now and after the movie whatever it maybe I will call Whitney and hopefully not be mean or angry and just enjoy her company. I will need God with me for that and I haven't been the best Christian.

03/30/09

Monday March 30, 2009 - Spring Quarter

Woke up to my 8:30 alarm snoozed till 9:30. Showered and once again headed to spanish at 10:30 only this time Spanish 104 it seemed like the same old hell as last quarter. Then I got out went to Scott's and we ate lunch. Went back to the man cottage talked with Travis. I went up stiars and met my new roommate Chinagorum. He seems really nice. Then we went to Alex's dorm and headed her 3:00 class. Walked her there then Dain and I watched some ducks have sex in mirror lake. Then at 3:30 I went to theatre class. Saw Emily B. sat next to her then after class I talked with the prof about books and moving my final up a week incase I get the camp job. Then Alex and I went to Barnes and Noble bought books ate dinner hung out in her dorm. I fell asleep woke up around 8 and left. Walked to my brother's place and have him a book he needed then walked back to B&N to get a binder tried to do my spanish homework gave up called Whitney got in a stupid fight with her hung up tried to read Spanish gave up and now it's 10:45 and I'm writing in this about to check facebook and go to sleep. Get ready for another day of Spanish class and other such things of joy thats all I have to write.

03/29/09

Sunday March 29, 2009 - The Drive back

This morning I overslept and because I stayed up way too late last night. So I showered and headed to church. I got there and they had a brunch but Brett, Jake and Jared, Neuy, were having bible study anyway. So we did some Titus and then went to the service. Travis lead worship which was pretty cool. Then the lesson was on "It's about Staying free from me" and Satan's ability to accuse us and tear us apart from the inside out. After church I loaded up my car went to Jake's played Catan then Waggnor came over and we played a defenderish like game with final fantasy characters. Then we fired up the castle crashers played for a bit but Jake had to go to a D.R. meeting. So I left to pick up Scott I picked her up and listened to North Carolina make it to the final four on the radio car ride to Travis house for REAL. We got there learned about Genesis tower of Babel. Whitney showed up half way through and surprised me it was awesome. I was happy. Then played a little Catan said bye to Whit. Alex and I headed to Columbus bought some food and a red bull got there around 1:30ish dropped off Alex and my stuff then found a spot to park. Called Whitney and it was late so we just said good night.

03/28/09

Saturday March 28, 2009 - Last day of work

Today I woke up and headed to work in Doug's truck because he was gone then I got to work and Dustin was there even though he was sick. He came in just to see me on my last day of work before I went back to Columbus. So for lunch Matt, Luke, and I went to Taco Bell yet again and had a tortada then I got back to work. Nothing much else happened so I got home and showered. I was watching Basketball when Chad came over gave me a finished Man Cottage plaque it looked good. Talked with him for a bit then he left Travis came over and Jake wasn't suppose to hang out with us but he said we could so we got to his house. I watched Villanova upset Pitt then we played Catan for a while. Taylor came over and tried to hook Travis up with her friend. I won the first Catan then Jake got mad and stopped playing so we stayed over there pretty late. Then I got home called Whit didn't talk long because of her mom again then I stayed up way too late watching classic 90's commercials of Michael Jordan and some highlights of Jordan too I got to bed around 3:30 or so I had to get up for church in the morning too.

03/27/09

Friday March 27, 2009 - May Day Off

Today Whitney woke me up around 7:30 she was leaving her house so I got up and I forgot to say bye or even get a kiss. I just jumped in my car and drove home. Then I showered ate breakfast. Doug and Dave were here then they left for the stockholders meeting. I burned and ripped some CDs downstairs and then started writing in my journal because I hadn't since the 19th so I did all this week and now I'm caught up and it's 12:40. I sat around my house then Travis called he and Blake were going to stop over at my house so they came over for a bit then Jake got done with work so we went over there and had to pick a place to eat so we chose John Weber's for the TV to watch basketball. So we did that talked to one of the Webers then left went back to Jake's. Popped in 28 weeks later watched that then went home to get some sleep for work Saturday morning. I called Whitney and we didn't talk for too long because she was with her mom for juniors mom's weekend or something like that. I ended up going to bed at a decent time and my bracket was looking ok I got 4 of the elite 8 right I am excited to see the games this weekend for the final four games.

03/26/09

Thursday March 26, 2009 - Sweet 16/Whitney

Woke up went to work Matt tells me Dustin got food poisoning or something so he wasn't coming in that sucked for me because I have to spend 9 hours with out him at work. Doug left pretty early if I remember this day right and for lunch break Luke Matt and I went to Taco Bell and ate those new Taco Bell sandwiches that really aren't sandwiches. So after 9 hours I was free again I got home waited for the four games to start at 7 watched TV and I ate dinner. Doug and Pam went and ate dinner at Stella Blue then got home. UConn beat Purdue pretty bad and Pitt managed to survive another round. The two later games started and I texted Whitney to see when I should go over there and she texted 11 o'clock so I watched the games until half Missouri was killing Memphis and Villinova was beating Duke so I got to her place hung out. She worked on her Miss Ohio stuff and I watched the games then it was around 1 and we kinda fell asleep/kissed it was kinda a weird night but I ended up spending the night there so I got to cuddle up with Whitney the whole night. I hope she got sleep because I slept the whole time almost and I don't remember much of this night at all but I was glad to see her.

03/25/09

Wednesday March 25, 2009 - Youth Group

For the third day in a row Pam woke me up and I went to work again. Nothing new at all at work I can't even remember what I did for 9 hours at Carter's this day so for lunch Luke Dustin and I went to Dairy Queen and ate. We were very excited because tomorrow the sweet 16 games play then around 5 o'clock I went home and showered didn't eat then at 6:45 I left for cross roads and I got there talked to Chad a youth leader and I sat next to Jake. While Nate talked about sex then we broke in to talk back groups. No one talked at all then after that Terry introduced himself to me so that we knew who we each were. After church Brett Jake and I went to Andrew S. place to hang out Taylor cooked us dinner and Travis showed up too. Jake and Andrew played Diablo. Brett played Catan online and we talked about high school and how Taylor and I kinda knew each other but I didn't remember at all so I went home around 11:30 I couldn't believe how late it was. Called Whitney and talked with her for a bit in my bed then we hung up and once again another day of spring break ended so I fell asleep and got ready for yet another day in the lumber yard.

03/24/09

Tuesday March 24, 2009 - Fricker's Wings Night

Again I woke to the hallway light and my 103.7 CKY country station blaring on the alarm. So I roll out of bed and begin the routine once more. I got to work no Luke but Matt was back so again nothing too special we just wanted basketball to start back up. Dustin and I went on a delivery to drop off shingles and material to his mom's new place north of where he lives now by 64. Then Matt Dustin and I ate at Grass hopper like they always love to do. Then we threw magnets at the file cabinet to see who could get the record just another game we make up at Carter Lumber. Then I left at 5 again and got home napped till 5:50 showered and called Travis. he said go to Brett's I got there and we went to Toledo. Dain and Alex were there too that was cool so Travis bought a Catan then we went to Frickers and Cold stone. Then we all went back to Travis' to break in the new settlers game. Jared and Jordon were both there. Good to see them and Brett Dain Travis and I settled. I won the game and the first person to win on the new board. Then I got home and called the wonderful Whitney F. I want to see her bad and can't wait for Thursday night I'll get to see her hopefully.

03/23/09

Monday March 23, 2009 - Carter Lumber the Yard

I snoozed my alarm from 6:10 till 6:50 then mom opened my door to let the hallway light force me up. So I got dressed and headed in to work. I got there saw Doug for the first time since I've been home, good to see Jim again and Chad of course Luke too. So Dustin and I started talking March Madness right away. The standings as of now are me in the lead Doug close behind and Dustin in last. So we worked it was kinda slow but that's ok Matt was in Georgia for the past two weeks boar hunting. Chad bar-b-q out back so Dustin and I ate in the break room some hot dogs and brats. Then we worked more and closed at 5. So I drove home and ate dinner with Pam. Then since I was home we sat down and did my taxes on the computer first for my Federal taxes then after that on the phone for my state taxes. Then once all that was done I and mother did my FAFSA paper work on the computer too. To just get it all done and over with. Then I sat around the house because Jake was with Taylor. Then of course I called and talked to Whitney that night then I tried to get to bed around midnight because of work tomorrow so I got to bed.

03/22/09

Sunday March 22, 2009 - Doin Fulton County Stuff

This morning I couldn't remember if Cross Roads Sunday school was at 9:15 or 10:15 so I struggled to get out of bed shower and get there at 9:15 and I guessed wrong. So I sat and talked to Andrew S. Winston, Wellington, Winter, Basher, and Schmidlin. So it actually was kind of nice talked with Whitney's parents. They didn't seem to hate me so that's good news. Then I went to the high school Sunday school that Jake was teaching. It was good then we went to the sermon from Matt B. after church I helped Jake around his house then we went to pull a truck out of a field. Once we did that we drove to gander mountain to buy ammo to shoot his new .454 revolver. So we shot guns for a bit then Nancy made an awesome dinner. We ate then left to go to REAL which was a lot of fun. It's good to see everyone and I do miss being around Wauseon this made me miss it even more. Then it got late so after group I got home called my girlfriend Whitney and we went over Hebrews Chapter 9 and we talked for a bit. Then I had to go to sleep because I was going into work tomorrow. So we said good night and I got to bed around 1 o'clock hopefully rested so I wouldn't sleep through my alarm.

03/21/09

Saturday March 21, 2009 - Make it official

Today I woke up around 9:30 because I had to be at Whit's around 1 and I had some errands to run. So I showered and headed for Toledo. I went to best buy got some CD's then to the shed and got a third mood ring for Whitney. Then I began the long drive to South Bend. It was ok and the weather was nice so I got to Whitney around 2 and I was hungry so I called up Alex S. to hang out. Whitney and I walked to Notre Dame to see him. We ate at Wreckers then went to check out Alex's dorm. It was a new dorm and very nice and we stayed for a while because we were watching the March Madness again. Then around 8 Whit and I got back to her dorm she got ready I took a nap then we left for Olive garden because what's March 21st without Olive garden? We had a good time and found it easy. So we got back to her place turned the TV on and kissed a little. But before we went to see Alex I got down on a knee and asked Whitney if she would be my girl friend to make it official. Then around 1 am I left her place and drove home got in my bed around 3:15am. Called her to let her know I didn't fall asleep and die or anything on the drive home. That was our 5 year or could have been.

03/20/09

Friday March 20, 2009 - Going back Home

Today Dain woke me up and went and got his hair cut and I was getting things around and ready for the drive home. Then we took off some time around 9. The ride went fast but it was a good ride with Dain. So I got home around 12 or 1 o'clock kinda got settled in and of course I turned the games on to see how my bracket was doing. So I sat in front of the TV all day until around 5:30 Pam was home and gave me some Arby's coupons for Jake and I to enjoy. So I left to get my hair cut by Cheri Durbin and it took a long time to hack it all off and so Jake and Robbie were there. We were all talking, hanging out. Rob had his mustang smashed in to yesterday on ridge road. some girl blew a stop sign. So after the hair cut we tired to get fish at St. Caspers but couldn't so we used the Arby's coupons from Pam then Jake had to hang out with his girlfriend so we all went our separate ways. I talked to Whitney because I was going to see her tomorrow so talked to her and that was my first day back on spring break. I love being home oh and Jake Rob and I went to wal-mart for a bit while Jake waited for Taylor so that was something else.

03/19/09

Thursday March 19, 2009 - Spring Break

Woke up today ready to be done with this quarter. Showered and headed out to take my first final of the day Geography. It went alright but not the best. Then I called Alex and her and Dain and I ate at Kennedy's while watching part of round one of March Madness. Then at 1:15 I headed out for my last final, Econ 200. I used my cheat sheet card and again I did ok. But like I said I'm just glad to be done with this quarter. Then after that I called Alex and hung out in her dorm for a bit. Watched some more basketball. Then at 4 we had a family meeting. Talked about the new roommate and Dain leaving. Then Blake and I went to Alex's to use up the last of her swipes. So we went to Buck Yuck loaded up. Then tried Market Place but we didn't understand the grocery part of the swipe so we didn't get any. Then at 6:30 we loaded up Alex's sisters vehicle and said good bye to her. Then I went home ate some pop tarts and watched March Madness until midnight. Whitney called me at 12:30 we talked for a bit but she went to sleep because last night she pulled an all nighter. Then I packed to ride home with Dain tomorrow morning and now I'm about ready to leave.

03/18/09

Wednesday March 18, 2009 - One day to go

Today I woke up to Brock calling me at 11 o'clock about lunch. So I showered and tried to call Dustin about my bracket but no answer. So Brock drove me in his new car to Sonic and we had lunch. Then we had to drop off some books that were overdue for his girlfriend. So we did that then he dropped me off at my pad. I sat around didn't do much of anything. Then around 5:30-6 Travis, Dain, and I ate dinner with Alex we went to Kennedy's and after that we hung out in Anne's room. Meet her new roommate because Aimee moved out and back home. So then it got to be about 7 so I went back home to hang out with the group. We had plans of playing volleyball but people complained about the weather so we didn't so I went and studied from 8-10 then caught the new south park about "coon" the super hero. Then I forgot we were supose to have a family meeting and they gave me crap. Made me feel like a failure for studying for 2 hours. Now it's 11:28 and I'm about to call Whitney. Tomorrow I have two finals and march madness starts. So I'm pretty excited about both of those things. We'll to be done with the exams around 3 then head home Friday.

03/17/09

Tuesday March 17, 2009 - A day of nothing

Today my alarm woke me up so I turned my tv on and rolled over. Then Dain came in my room. We talked a bit then I got up called Brian to figure out my bracket. We talked for a bit then I called Alex about lunch and we went to FX (Fresh Express) with Dain. It was really nice outside possibly too nice. I was feeling hot in my T-shirt and jeans so we ate there then Dain went to work and I played settlers online for a while. Then surfed the web because no one was home to do anything. I called Dustin about his bracket too and tomorrow I have to tell him my bracket. I scheduled my hair cut for Friday too. Then Dain and I watched the first day of March Madness to see who plays Louisville. Then first round of the NIT too with Curry playing for Davidson. After that I tried to call Brandon Smith about his bracket but didn't answer. Then Blake and I got in an argument about if Richie Rich or Blank Check was better. Stupid I know but now it's 11:29 and little miss Whitney needs to get a call from me and my mustache. I have nothing else to write and I'm not going to B.S. my way to the end of this page because I have two lines left to go and there is no way I'll think of enough to write to get to the end.

03/16/09

Monday March 16, 2009 - No more Spanish 103.01

This morning I woke up around 10 watched ESPN for an hour and a half then showered. Called Alex about lunch then Brian called we talked bracketology for a while. I'm still not sure what I'm going to do. then I ate with Alex at Kennedy's we talked for a while she wasn't happy because she told Alex to go for the girl he liked and not worry about Sealscott even though she kinda likes him now. Then she just broke up with Gary and Arsen is telling her later today that they are just friends. So what did I do? I told Alex I thought she was pretty and had a slight crush on her at the start. I guess that was really stupid. Around 4 I tried to study for my 7:30pm Exam did a little bit. Surfed the web more then I got in the room took the final. Probably got a D on it I called Whitney on the walk home and told her I was done with the exam. I got home and sat around didn't do much of anything. Tonight around 11:00 I called Whitney we talked about the plays and whatever she had to read for school and it was good. Then I went to bed. That pretty much all I did today not a whole lot going on during finals week since I don't have anything till Thursday.

03/15/09

Sunday March 15, 2009 - March Madness

Last night like an idiot I stayed up until 4am so I went to bed and Blake woke me up for church at 8:50. So I got ready and he and I went to central vineyard. Afterwards around 11 we ate lunch at canes. It was good of course. After church I sat in bed watched TV watched the Duke Florida St game and played some settlers of Catan after that around 5:30 Travis and I went to Joshua House and they had another lesson on worship being a thing that involves your body. After that we met a high school girl named Kelsey. We invited her to our group Lost and Found. She was very happy. After that we ate at Fizolis and hung out today was a nice day so after the food Grady put together a Frisbee game at 9:30pm so we got changed and went to that. My team won the first game lsot the second but it was a lot of fun. After that we came home. I called the lovely Whitney Sue F. and we talked for a while went over Hebrews Chapter 8. I was kinda distracted because I was looking at the new 2009 March Madness bracket so I stayed up late digging into that information. I got to bed around 2am. I have an exam tomorrow a big one too. The freakin Spanish Exam that I've been waiting for for a long time.

03/14/09

Saturday March 14, 2009 - Watchmen

Today I woke up around 12 and got ready for a day of nothing. I ate some brunch in my room. Played some Catan online trying to get my rank up a little bit more. After that around 4 o'clock I called Whitney and we talked for a while then around 5 I talked to Travis about getting food. So Travis, Giselle, and I went to Hound Dogs and got a pizza to eat. After that we got back around 7 then I sent a text to watch Watchmen at 9:55 Alex and Anne went with me and Stuckey left some time before I woke up today. But before I went to the movie Dain and Travis and I went over our newest youtube video "The boy who cried wolf" Then I watched the movie. It was good talked to Travis about it. Called Erin Young, she was hanging out with Brad M. It was weird what a small world. So now I'm about to call Whitney to say good night to her it's 1:49 right now and that's all that happened to me today and I still have 3 lines to fill in to get this page completely filled up. I don't know if I'll be able to think of enough things to write.

03/13/09

Friday March 13, 2009 - Second Friday the 13th

Last night Whitney and I went over my utmost for his highest for Wednesday and yesterday. It is awesome that we can have talks about God and grow together. I want to spend the rest of my life with Whitney F. Then I went to bed woke up this morning went to my last Spanish class for 103.01 we ate doughnuts. Then I got home did laundry Alex S. was watching role models so I watched it again then after that I ate lunch with Sealscott. Then we went to my place. Anne, Alex, and Stuckey played rock band 2 while I folded laundry, showered, and shaved. Then Anne and Alex left to shower and get ready for food. So Stuckey and I played some super NES bomberman then at 7:20 Sealscott and them came over we ate at Mad Mex with her sister and brother-in-law. After that we sat around then played rock band 2 again for the rest of the night. It's 1:06 and I still haven't talked to Whitney yet tonight and I just checked my facebook which just changed AGAIN but not that much so it's ok. I just wish it wouldn't have changed in the first place but that's me. So now I'm done with classes and have finals next week. I can't wait for spring break and to see Whit a week from tomorrow.

03/12/09

Thursday March 12, 2009 - Bomberman

This morning I had a really hard time waking up because I've been staying up later in the night this week. I called Whitney she was at Trisha's place in Fort Wayne. So we didn't talk to long but tonight we will talk for a while. Then today I went to my last Econ recitation, then Spanish class. After those two I went to Alex's place and we went to lunch. Then I went to my last geography class. Watched more of the monty python guy going across the world in 80 days. After class I got home Alex S. was here so we hung out and Travis wrote another youtube script. We talked about that then Travis and I went to Brock's place for pizza and Bomberman. We stayed from 6 to 9. After that we rented Role Models. It was good. Sealscott watched it with us. After that I walked her home and I got back checked facebook. Now its 11:51 and I am about to call Whitney and we are going to talk about my utmost for his highest for today and yesterday. Tomorrow is my last day for Spanish 103. I'm pretty excited about that and honestly I don't have anything else to write about so I am now going to stop writing.

03/11/09

Wednesday March 11, 2009 - Quarter Almost done

Last night Whitney and I did not talk long but it was a really good talk. Nothing went wrong and I didn't screw up at all. After that I went to sleep then woke up today went to Spanish wrote the composition and then oral exam. It went alright. I'm just glad to be that much closer to the end of Spanish 103 then I went home relaxed. Then 12:15 head over for lunch with Brock and Travis. I saw Hope at the RPAC then after that I went to my last Econ lecture what a relief to almost be done with this class. Also so after that class I went home dropped my stuff off then hung out with Alex. Ate at Kennedy's then cold stone. After that I went to group with her. Blake taught about Jesus and the woman at the well. After that I walked Sealscott to her dance class and got home watched South Park's season 13 premier. Talked to Rachel about the Jonas Brothers since she dated the oldest one. Then now it's 11:25 I have to take a dump and call Whitney (in that order) today went better. I don't feel like that big of a let down or failure. I didn't screw up that much conversation so praise God for taming my tongue. I hope it continues.

03/10/09

Tuesday March 10, 2009 - Suzi Cues

I had a really good conversation with Whitney last night. She was upset first about pageant stuff and deadlines but she calmed down and now everything was great. I woke up went to the basement to shower. Told Brian good bye then I headed to Spanish. After class I met up with Blake, Rachel, Giselle, for pizza so we did that. Then I went to take my last Geography quiz. I did awesome then I was roasting in the class room. Once I got out I went home Dain, Travis, and I played settlers online. I played until 8 then went to play pool. I felt really tired and half depressed. I can never seem to win at settlers and I always seem to say the wrong things to everyone. I just want to make people happy or be helpful and I seem to be in the way for the most part. I think it's driving me to depression and I get angry very easily now. I just want to go home. Everything isn't fixed there but at least I can have some quite time to sort things out. Now I have to study for Spanish composition and I have to call Whitney. it's 11:09 right now and I'm very tired. God I need you in my life. Take control.

03/09/09

Monday March 9, 2009 - Brian's last day

This morning I woke up and went to Spanish. I can't wait to be done with this class and I will be done in one week from today. So after Spanish I came home Brian was on the phone with Xbox live to get Dain's account back. Then Brian and I went to Sealscott's and us plus Travis ate at Buckeye Express. Then the four of us went to Alex's history 150 class. After that Travis left and Brian and Alex went to my Econ class with me. After class we dropped Alex off then she got to our place and we walked to the CVS on High and Lane. Alex bought her stuff then we rode the bus back dropped off her stuff. Then went to the man cottage. We played more Catan. Then Alex wanted dinner but I just wanted to win a game of Catan so I didn't go with her. I won a game and then I started my last geography quiz of East Asia. Brian helped me. I ate dinner at 10:00 watched Brian play Catan then I finished studying and now it's 11:28. I need to check my facebook and call the lovely Whitney F. Today I texted her twice and I feel really good about us and I am excited to call her and so that is it for today. Monday March 9, 2009 and now I'm just wasting this last line of the paper.

03/08/09

Sunday March 8, 2009 - Busy Day

I woke up today around 9:30 thinking church was at 10:15 so I was getting around went down stairs and a clock said 10:30. I thought crap we spring forward today but then I found out church started at 11:30 so we were good. After I showered we went to the Vineyard and listened to Rich Nathan. After that Travis, Giselle, Brian, and I went to Hope's. David, Tim 2, and Blake were there. So we checked Hope's house out it is very nice in Gahanna. Then we ate cripes and Brian and I had to leave at 2:30 to be at camp at 3. Rachel showed up late then I said bye. We went to camp for Emily Channell's girl scout dance. We played music, ate, saw Pence, talked to Al for a bit, then it was 5:30 so Brian and I left and headed for the Vineyard again for Joshua house. After that Rachel, Brian, and I went and ate at Fizolis and I had my talk with Rachel. She wanted to talk about why I was mean to her. I thought she liked me. Then she said she had a crush and kinda knows why I am mean to her. So everything was settled and fine. We got home and played a game of Catan then I got in a fight with Whitney again after we went over chapter 7 of Hebrews. I was very mean to her for no reason. Then I went to bed at 2:40 or so.

03/07/09

Saturday March 7, 2009 - The Jake Day

Today we were suppose to shoot the Alley Cat Blues video but Jake didn't want to so I kinda lost heart too. I woke up around 9 waited until 10 then woke Brian and Jake up. We went and ate at hang over easy. After that we played more settlers of Catan. Then Jake wanted to go to the RPAC so Brian, Jake, and I lifted for a while. After that we got home. I showered then we sat around it was around 3. Jake took a nap so Dain, Brian, Travis, and I played Catan again. Then we woke Jake up around 5:30 we ended the game and ate dinner at Adriatico's pizza then 7:00 Dain went to see the watchmen with Blake but I stayed to hang out with Jake so he smoked on the balcony for a while. Then we took a bunch of pictures and Jake left. Once Jake left Brian, Travis, and I sat around then we found a settlers site online so we played that. I talked to Whitney at like 3am we didn't talk long thats all I did on this day.
The End!

03/06/09

Friday March 6, 2009 - They are coming

Today I woke up got to sleep in a bit then went to Spanish. After that I went home Alex called at 11:30 and the weather was again awesome so I ate with Alex and walked her to class. She said she was going to brake up with Gary today. Then as I was walking back home I called Whitney we talked and I sat on the balcony. Of course we got in a huge fight and she brought up that "maybe we shouldn't be together" after probably 3 hours of talking we hung up. Then I got my laundry done Brian got here around 6:30 so I jumped in the shower and we talked for a bit. Then Alex called me and I went over there because she dumped Gary. Then we went and ate at Fresh Express on North Campus. Then ran and caught the bus, hung out until 10:00 then I got home because Jake called earlier in between fights with Whitney and said he'd be here. So he got here we went to Taco Bell and then played settlers of Catan until 3:00am. I called Whitney to say good night but she didn't answer. So I left a voice mail. Tonight I realized again how much I hate myself. I hate what I say, what I do, what I think, how I act, and even how short and skinny I am. I don't know how to get over this crap.

03/05/09

Thursday March 5, 2009 - Almost Finals/Good Weather

This morning I got up early which wasn't easy because last night I talked to Whitney at 3am because of this I was very mean to her. Then After I rolled out of bed I went to Econ recitation and took my last quiz. I don't know about that class. After that I went to Spanish class and got done with that class and homework check. After that again I dropped off my stuff and ate lunch with Alex. Then walked her to class. After that I went to geography and studied for that quiz and I did good. After class I went to the bank and deposited Dain's check for gas and books. Then I got home and started correcting my Spanish composition from the test last wednesday. Then after that I went to the tutor and had them look it over. Then I fixed it and I was surfing the web waiting to possibly hang out with Brock and play bomberman. Then Alex called so we hung out, ate food, she said she still likes Alex S. Then we went to the whisper wall and echo chamber because it was super awesome weather outside. Then after all of that stuff she and Dain went to Gary's at 11 and I talked to Whitney on the phone and we talked about what we think about while we make out. After that I went to sleep.

03/04/09

Wednesday March 4, 2009 - (Short title)

So again I went to Spanish and after class well actually before class I went to Deny Hall thinking it was Derby then went to Derby Hall and found my geography TA's mailbox and turned in my project that I did Feb 12 but saved it in an open office format. So after that I went to Spanish then after that got home then Travis and I walked to the RPAC hung out with Brock, Hope showed up and that was cool after that I went to Econ and after that was walking back and ran into Travis so we walked back to the cottage together. Then I started doing Spanish work and Whitney called me I told her I'd call her back in a bit so I finished the homework then went to the Spanish tutor room and had them check it over. Then as I was walking back I called Whitney we didn't have the best talk (I cried a bit) then after that I napped until group. Hardly anyone showed up so we didn't do anything. Then Blake went and rented Good Will Hunting so we watched that it was inspirational how Robin William's character loved his wife. I wish I could show Whitney that I love her but I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm about to call her again right now.

03/03/09

Tuesday March 3, 2009 - Just another day in paradise

Today I went to Spanish took the quiz, I probably got a B maybe C but that's ok. After that class I walked to the apartment called up Sealscott and her and I ate lunch at Buck Yuck. Then I walked her to class. Then I got to geography sat there for a bit and someone said class was cancelled. So we went home early. After that I watched Tim mess with our flash heads. Then I tried to avoid it but no longer. So I did some Spanish homework. Then Dain wanted Taco Bell so we walked there got back he popped Troy in at 5 and 3 hours later Giselle came over for pool. So I left with her it was just her and I for an hour. I beat her 2 out of 3. Then Blake played her and Sierra showed up. But we left early then I texted Rachel about why she didn't show up and she mentioned me not having two pretty brunette pageant girls in my life. So I tried to sort that out but she didn't want to talk so we will later. Now it's 11:13 and I'm about to call Whitney. Last night I was a dick to her because I wanted to go to bed and she wouldn't let me go. She thought I put bed before her. Hopefully I don't screw tonight up with us. I care about her a lot I'm just selfish.

03/02/09

Monday March 2, 2009 - Study City

In Spanish today I learned that we are having a vocab quiz tomorrow over a few 70 words. So I wasn't happy. Then after class I called Sealscott, she didn't want to eat until 12:10 so I started ripping note cards for Spanish vocab. Then she called me so we ate at Kennedy's. Then I went to her history class with her. We took the bus there. Then after that 40 minute nap we went to my Econ 200 class. I am sorta nervous about that class now since I am focusing on Spanish but after that class I got home and started on the Spanish words and the South East Asia cities. Then talked to the lovely Whitney F. from 5-5:45 got back to studying took a dinner break from 6:30-7:00 then studied until 9:00 and got on youtube made a G.I.Joe playlist then Tim wanted us to have a conversation so he could turn it into a flash video for his class. We did that for 20 minutes. Blake had way too much wine and took his sleeping pills then. Now it's 12:18 and I'm about to call my love again and have another conversation with her. I hope I am prepared for my Spanish and geography quizzes tomorrow.