Friday March 6, 2009 - They are coming
Today I woke up got to sleep in a bit then went to Spanish. After that I went home Alex called at 11:30 and the weather was again awesome so I ate with Alex and walked her to class. She said she was going to brake up with Gary today. Then as I was walking back home I called Whitney we talked and I sat on the balcony. Of course we got in a huge fight and she brought up that "maybe we shouldn't be together" after probably 3 hours of talking we hung up. Then I got my laundry done Brian got here around 6:30 so I jumped in the shower and we talked for a bit. Then Alex called me and I went over there because she dumped Gary. Then we went and ate at Fresh Express on North Campus. Then ran and caught the bus, hung out until 10:00 then I got home because Jake called earlier in between fights with Whitney and said he'd be here. So he got here we went to Taco Bell and then played settlers of Catan until 3:00am. I called Whitney to say good night but she didn't answer. So I left a voice mail. Tonight I realized again how much I hate myself. I hate what I say, what I do, what I think, how I act, and even how short and skinny I am. I don't know how to get over this crap.
Today I woke up got to sleep in a bit then went to Spanish. After that I went home Alex called at 11:30 and the weather was again awesome so I ate with Alex and walked her to class. She said she was going to brake up with Gary today. Then as I was walking back home I called Whitney we talked and I sat on the balcony. Of course we got in a huge fight and she brought up that "maybe we shouldn't be together" after probably 3 hours of talking we hung up. Then I got my laundry done Brian got here around 6:30 so I jumped in the shower and we talked for a bit. Then Alex called me and I went over there because she dumped Gary. Then we went and ate at Fresh Express on North Campus. Then ran and caught the bus, hung out until 10:00 then I got home because Jake called earlier in between fights with Whitney and said he'd be here. So he got here we went to Taco Bell and then played settlers of Catan until 3:00am. I called Whitney to say good night but she didn't answer. So I left a voice mail. Tonight I realized again how much I hate myself. I hate what I say, what I do, what I think, how I act, and even how short and skinny I am. I don't know how to get over this crap.