Tuesday, March 10, 2009

03/10/09

Tuesday March 10, 2009 - Suzi Cues

I had a really good conversation with Whitney last night. She was upset first about pageant stuff and deadlines but she calmed down and now everything was great. I woke up went to the basement to shower. Told Brian good bye then I headed to Spanish. After class I met up with Blake, Rachel, Giselle, for pizza so we did that. Then I went to take my last Geography quiz. I did awesome then I was roasting in the class room. Once I got out I went home Dain, Travis, and I played settlers online. I played until 8 then went to play pool. I felt really tired and half depressed. I can never seem to win at settlers and I always seem to say the wrong things to everyone. I just want to make people happy or be helpful and I seem to be in the way for the most part. I think it's driving me to depression and I get angry very easily now. I just want to go home. Everything isn't fixed there but at least I can have some quite time to sort things out. Now I have to study for Spanish composition and I have to call Whitney. it's 11:09 right now and I'm very tired. God I need you in my life. Take control.