Tonight Bea and I talk with Toni.
I'm scared
I'm nervous
I'm confused
I'm hopeful
I'm terrified
I'm trusting.
I guess when it comes down to it and when I write on here honestly. Past the pain, past the fear, past the vulnerability what's left is a pure love for Bea.
I want her to be free.
I am for her.
She is beautiful.
I want her to choose.
I want her to follow her heart.
There is peace in knowing that if she doesn't want to explore what this could grow into I know that You, oh God, will take care of both her and me.
There is peace in knowing that if she does not want this then how can I? What a selfish thing, to desire someone's love that they do not wish to give.
There is peace in knowing You are good.
No matter what her choice. I know that She will become more beautiful than she is now.
She will become wiser
She will become stronger
She will become a truer and more real Bea. The one you had in mind when You do Your knitting in wombs. I know this experience will grow her and I know You will pull out of it beautiful things. You will make it beautiful.
God I pray that you continue to work in her life. I pray that You display Your love to her throughout her journey in this life no matter which path, no matter the step, no matter valley nor mountain she finds herself on.
I thank You for putter her in my life. Whether it be for this season or for much longer. I thank You Jesus.
God I have hope in reconciliation.
I have hope in redemption.
I have hope in growth.
God I have trust in You.
I have trust in Your plans.
I have trust in Your will.
Give me peace with whatever is decided tonight whether it be reconciliation, separation, or merely more time waiting. I trust You.
I trust you Jesus
free her heart
give her peace
heal Bea
heal me
Glen Hansard - You Will Become
In time this won't even matter
This chapter will be long under grass
And we'll talk about everything til it's easier
Your beauty is nothing compared to what
You will become in time become
And we talked about talk of a gold ring
When you brought me one step closer to the heart of things
And we talked about everything til we laughed about it
Your honesty is nothing compared to what
You will become in time become
I'm scared
I'm nervous
I'm confused
I'm hopeful
I'm terrified
I'm trusting.
I guess when it comes down to it and when I write on here honestly. Past the pain, past the fear, past the vulnerability what's left is a pure love for Bea.
I want her to be free.
I am for her.
She is beautiful.
I want her to choose.
I want her to follow her heart.
There is peace in knowing that if she doesn't want to explore what this could grow into I know that You, oh God, will take care of both her and me.
There is peace in knowing that if she does not want this then how can I? What a selfish thing, to desire someone's love that they do not wish to give.
There is peace in knowing You are good.
No matter what her choice. I know that She will become more beautiful than she is now.
She will become wiser
She will become stronger
She will become a truer and more real Bea. The one you had in mind when You do Your knitting in wombs. I know this experience will grow her and I know You will pull out of it beautiful things. You will make it beautiful.
God I pray that you continue to work in her life. I pray that You display Your love to her throughout her journey in this life no matter which path, no matter the step, no matter valley nor mountain she finds herself on.
I thank You for putter her in my life. Whether it be for this season or for much longer. I thank You Jesus.
God I have hope in reconciliation.
I have hope in redemption.
I have hope in growth.
God I have trust in You.
I have trust in Your plans.
I have trust in Your will.
Give me peace with whatever is decided tonight whether it be reconciliation, separation, or merely more time waiting. I trust You.
I trust you Jesus
free her heart
give her peace
heal Bea
heal me
Glen Hansard - You Will Become
In time this won't even matter
This chapter will be long under grass
And we'll talk about everything til it's easier
Your beauty is nothing compared to what
You will become in time become
And we talked about talk of a gold ring
When you brought me one step closer to the heart of things
And we talked about everything til we laughed about it
Your honesty is nothing compared to what
You will become in time become