When this posts I'll be in Peru, breathed Machu Picchu, Christmas spent with my family and Tem's, living in the Cupboard on Hubbard.
On the precipice of another year. I want to write but I don't have words where are my words? Why don't I have my words? I've been searching for some time now but they don't seem to come. I will find them in 2019. I will create the space, give the sky to, not harness them, but allow them to come and go, to flow, to visit and adieu.
When someone turns 21 the last thing on their mind is how close to 30 they are getting. They are too busy living their life, experiencing, exploring, learning, failing, growing, being.
When someone turns 31 the mind begins the count down to 40, which is the stop before 50 which leads to senior citizenship of 60. I begin to consider my time on the planet. When Trump is reelected, I'll be 37 before I see a new president. I'll be 39 when the Olympics are in Los Angeles. Time becomes measured by the years I have with youth, mobility. How many mountains around the world can I scale before these knees give?
The five year swing, I was 26 and I will be 36.
How do I want to live with this little amount of time? Where do I want to invest it? What do I want to build? Will it be worth pride and dignity?
These are the new questions and thoughts the 31 year old has gained that the 21 year old assumed the mature version would figure out. But at 31 you start to sink into the reality of your career and the income that accompanies it. 44k spending how much of it, will allow the savings of how much of it, to allow what kind of lifestyle after retirement? What kind of property could I invest in and where? Money begins to spend easier and easier and the worry free idea of more money to come with age solidifies into the realization of your median yearly income.
This decade, the 30s, is a defining decade and I'm already in my second year.
Gert Taberner - Fallen
On the precipice of another year. I want to write but I don't have words where are my words? Why don't I have my words? I've been searching for some time now but they don't seem to come. I will find them in 2019. I will create the space, give the sky to, not harness them, but allow them to come and go, to flow, to visit and adieu.
When someone turns 21 the last thing on their mind is how close to 30 they are getting. They are too busy living their life, experiencing, exploring, learning, failing, growing, being.
When someone turns 31 the mind begins the count down to 40, which is the stop before 50 which leads to senior citizenship of 60. I begin to consider my time on the planet. When Trump is reelected, I'll be 37 before I see a new president. I'll be 39 when the Olympics are in Los Angeles. Time becomes measured by the years I have with youth, mobility. How many mountains around the world can I scale before these knees give?
The five year swing, I was 26 and I will be 36.
How do I want to live with this little amount of time? Where do I want to invest it? What do I want to build? Will it be worth pride and dignity?
These are the new questions and thoughts the 31 year old has gained that the 21 year old assumed the mature version would figure out. But at 31 you start to sink into the reality of your career and the income that accompanies it. 44k spending how much of it, will allow the savings of how much of it, to allow what kind of lifestyle after retirement? What kind of property could I invest in and where? Money begins to spend easier and easier and the worry free idea of more money to come with age solidifies into the realization of your median yearly income.
This decade, the 30s, is a defining decade and I'm already in my second year.
Gert Taberner - Fallen