Tuesday, January 22, 2013

01/22/13

God You are good.
Everything is going to be alright.

Life certainly is messy.
I am broken.

Last night You did something incredible in me.

I trust You. I don't understand You, I don't know everything, it doesn't feel alright, but I trust You.

Yesterday I worked at the Franklinton Gardens all day. Then I drove to the pantry.

My heart swells. I freaking love You Jesus. Life is such a complete fuck up but it is so damn beautiful!

You are good, God.

My plans fail, I screw up, I don't know what I'm doing, I have no idea, I'm lost, what is going on?

But yet, it's beautiful. It's out of control, it's unpredictable, it's irreversible, and it's ok.

I'm learning to lean into my pain.

Everything is going to be okay.

I have reached a place that I've never been able to reach. I don't know how it happened or if I'm actually there. But I'm okay today. God's got me.

Thank You Jesus. For grass, for sky, for toes, for lungs, for friends, for animals, for mountains, for love.

I've lived most of my life as a bull in a china shop.
Now, I'm learning to dance in the china shop.

I may be weak
but Your Spirit's strong in me

my flesh may fail,
but my God You never will

Give Me Faith - ELEVATION WORSHP