Lips as red as a blooming rose,
And eyes are the prettiest brown,
She’s the center of my heart,
She's the sweetest thing around.
2016 - 24
2015 - 23
2014 - 22
2013 - 21
2012 - 20
How badly I want to text her and wish her a happy birthday right now.
She texted me on my birthday...
Can't I on hers?
But the only reason I would, would be to have some sort of contact with her.
That would compromise her freedom.
I'd only text her in hopes she would express how much she misses me.
But she said she isn't confused and I need to respect that.
I made it very clear in January that I miss her, anything more would be selfish.
Toni always asked me if I trusted her and I did my best God.
Toni would tell me to trust her to make her own choices.
I need to do that. I need to trust and respect her choices whatever they may be.
I think that is what is meant when the bible says love never fails.
trusting and respecting her choices and freedom wherever they lead her is how I express my love for her now.
Doesn't stop me from holding on to hope, I have the freedom to make that choice.
If she wanted to talk to me, she has my number.
If she wanted to text me she has the freedom and choice.
I wish she wanted me to text her but... that is where my freedom ends and hers begins.
I wonder if she does.
Without our freedom what is left of us?
Without choosing, what is left of love?
Happy 24th Birthday Bea
I love you.
The Steel Wheels - Kiss Me Like a Stranger
And eyes are the prettiest brown,
She’s the center of my heart,
She's the sweetest thing around.
2016 - 24
2015 - 23
2014 - 22
2013 - 21
2012 - 20
How badly I want to text her and wish her a happy birthday right now.
She texted me on my birthday...
Can't I on hers?
But the only reason I would, would be to have some sort of contact with her.
That would compromise her freedom.
I'd only text her in hopes she would express how much she misses me.
But she said she isn't confused and I need to respect that.
I made it very clear in January that I miss her, anything more would be selfish.
Toni always asked me if I trusted her and I did my best God.
Toni would tell me to trust her to make her own choices.
I need to do that. I need to trust and respect her choices whatever they may be.
I think that is what is meant when the bible says love never fails.
trusting and respecting her choices and freedom wherever they lead her is how I express my love for her now.
Doesn't stop me from holding on to hope, I have the freedom to make that choice.
If she wanted to talk to me, she has my number.
If she wanted to text me she has the freedom and choice.
I wish she wanted me to text her but... that is where my freedom ends and hers begins.
I wonder if she does.
Without our freedom what is left of us?
Without choosing, what is left of love?
Happy 24th Birthday Bea
I love you.
The Steel Wheels - Kiss Me Like a Stranger