Sunday, February 24, 2019

02/24/19

Sorry this week I haven't had time to sit and write like I promised myself I would.

Not even a week since Tem and I have been back together and Saturday morning she informs me of the ways I have disappointed her.

Still not saying the right things
Still not doing the right things
Still not picking up on the nonverbal cues she wants me to
Wearing certain things means certain things
Not saying certain things
Weeknights
School nights
drinks out
bedtime
Saturday centering
all of it pressed, crunched, squeezed
I'm not sure what she sees in me. She doesn't seem to like the way I am and the things that make me me.
But I love her and I want this to work.
Hopefully this week I won't disappoint her as much.