Friday December 12, 2008 - Home Sweet Home
Last night was another tearful night with Whitney. I told her I would call her parents and talk with them in person I am scared to death about doing it but I will do it because it is the right thing to do. I went to bed around 4:30 Dain got me up around 9 adn we hit the road at 9:55. Made it to my place alittle after noon. Dain is an awesome dude. I unpacked showered and got situated in home. I started scanning and organizing my tangable memory then ate pizza with Pam and Doug. Found out that Pam wrecked my car but not a big deal. I drove Doug's truck to the bank around 5:30. Whitney called me because I am going to see her tomorrow and she was giving me the game plan. Around 9 Jake came over and we talked a bit. He is an awesome man of God I love that dude. We drove to Arby's around midnight then talked until now, like 1:00am. I am starting to let go and give this situation to God. I love Whitney and if we are supose to be together then by God's will we will be together. Reading all of our memories makes me miss what I had so bad. If I ever start forgetting I need to turn to the Green box and just read a few things. She's so awesome I thank God that he gave me the time he did with her. Hopefully I can grow without her so that if I don't end up with her God can help me to stand on my own. I need to find worth in God.
Last night was another tearful night with Whitney. I told her I would call her parents and talk with them in person I am scared to death about doing it but I will do it because it is the right thing to do. I went to bed around 4:30 Dain got me up around 9 adn we hit the road at 9:55. Made it to my place alittle after noon. Dain is an awesome dude. I unpacked showered and got situated in home. I started scanning and organizing my tangable memory then ate pizza with Pam and Doug. Found out that Pam wrecked my car but not a big deal. I drove Doug's truck to the bank around 5:30. Whitney called me because I am going to see her tomorrow and she was giving me the game plan. Around 9 Jake came over and we talked a bit. He is an awesome man of God I love that dude. We drove to Arby's around midnight then talked until now, like 1:00am. I am starting to let go and give this situation to God. I love Whitney and if we are supose to be together then by God's will we will be together. Reading all of our memories makes me miss what I had so bad. If I ever start forgetting I need to turn to the Green box and just read a few things. She's so awesome I thank God that he gave me the time he did with her. Hopefully I can grow without her so that if I don't end up with her God can help me to stand on my own. I need to find worth in God.