Sunday, December 28, 2008

12/28/08

Sunday December 28, 2008 - Whitney Decided

This morning I woke up and rushed to Cross Roads at 10:00am even though Sunday school doesn't start till 10:15. I couldn't wait to see Whitney and when I got there I found out that there was no Sunday school or 3rd service so I drank my cup of coffee talked with Scott Smith then headed home. Fought some tears back wrote on A&W group then began to read Blue Like Jazz. After 2 hours I realized I hadn't eaten anything yet so I decided to fast for Christ and focus today on him. I napped for a bit woke up and finished Blue Like Jazz. After that I started my next book. Then around 4 I went up stairs watched some of the 2008 world's strongest man competition took another nap. Then at 6 I drove around a bit took the long way to Travis'. I got there at 6:30 I was still kinda out of it. I mean what if Whitney doesn't show and won't answer my calls? Then at 7 I got a call from her and she told me that he had made the decision. After going to IHOP with the Real group Whitney and I went to my house and read some My Utmost. Just laid there on the couch in the basement starring at each other, kissing, laughing, and talking. She left around midnight and before she left I prayed with her. After she left I couldn't and still can't thank God enough for this blessing. I don't deserve this gift. Whitney is awesome but God has given me a 4th chance and with God's help I will never need a 5th chance.