Monday December 15, 2008 - Memory Lane
Last night as I was laying in my bed because Whitney had not answered my calls, she was calling me so I talked with her in my bed until 3. She was crying and confused because she didn't want to break up with Jimmy even though she cheated on him with me. It still hurts to know that she is still going to date him even after Saturday but as we talked and I told her how I think about her being my wife and how much I love her and how much she means to me eventually she told me that she loves me too and that she wants me to be her husband. Can a man have a better feeling than finding the woman he loves and having her feel the same way? So I over slept and did not go to work because of lack of car. So got up around 11:00 worked on the memory book till 5ish called Whit because I could not stop thinking about her and I couldn't wait to talk to her. We talked for over an hour and I had to go because my dinner was cold. I worked on the memory paper more then Jake called 8ish so I went over there. Hung out talked about high school and I couldn't stop thinking about Whit I had to bite my tongue to keep from talking about her. But it's 11:00 o'clock now and I'm about to call her again. I know I need to love myself first but loving and being loved by Whitney is so awesome. When we get back together I am never going to let her go again. I love her and God but I must grow more with God.
Last night as I was laying in my bed because Whitney had not answered my calls, she was calling me so I talked with her in my bed until 3. She was crying and confused because she didn't want to break up with Jimmy even though she cheated on him with me. It still hurts to know that she is still going to date him even after Saturday but as we talked and I told her how I think about her being my wife and how much I love her and how much she means to me eventually she told me that she loves me too and that she wants me to be her husband. Can a man have a better feeling than finding the woman he loves and having her feel the same way? So I over slept and did not go to work because of lack of car. So got up around 11:00 worked on the memory book till 5ish called Whit because I could not stop thinking about her and I couldn't wait to talk to her. We talked for over an hour and I had to go because my dinner was cold. I worked on the memory paper more then Jake called 8ish so I went over there. Hung out talked about high school and I couldn't stop thinking about Whit I had to bite my tongue to keep from talking about her. But it's 11:00 o'clock now and I'm about to call her again. I know I need to love myself first but loving and being loved by Whitney is so awesome. When we get back together I am never going to let her go again. I love her and God but I must grow more with God.