Monday December 22, 2008 - Am I good enough?
Today I woke up freezing. Seth Brian and I went in to the sauna in Katie's basement. Then Ellen made us all pancakes after that we sat around watched TV put in Home Alone 2. Then Madden left after that we went to the mall and I did my Christmas shopping. Then we came back home after eating at Max & Erma's we invented a game called power punch pong. Brian and Pence vs Seth and I. It was fun after that we played scene it and Ellen and Seth won. We sat down to watch Hancock and Whitney called me back after I left a voice mail. She is still with Jimmy and she told me that I'm selfish. I feel selfish. It's 3 in the morning my phone just died. I have to love myself and I have to be able to stand on my own two feet with self worth. I just can't seem to find any good qualities about myself. Everything I have I know someone that can do it better or has a better trait all together. What's wrong with me and how do I fix myself? I have to figure this out if I am going to be able to support and help Whitney through her problems. Help me Lord find the gifts that you have given me. Help me get through this life so that I may spend the after life with you. Help me love myself like only you can do and please let your will be done in me always.
Today I woke up freezing. Seth Brian and I went in to the sauna in Katie's basement. Then Ellen made us all pancakes after that we sat around watched TV put in Home Alone 2. Then Madden left after that we went to the mall and I did my Christmas shopping. Then we came back home after eating at Max & Erma's we invented a game called power punch pong. Brian and Pence vs Seth and I. It was fun after that we played scene it and Ellen and Seth won. We sat down to watch Hancock and Whitney called me back after I left a voice mail. She is still with Jimmy and she told me that I'm selfish. I feel selfish. It's 3 in the morning my phone just died. I have to love myself and I have to be able to stand on my own two feet with self worth. I just can't seem to find any good qualities about myself. Everything I have I know someone that can do it better or has a better trait all together. What's wrong with me and how do I fix myself? I have to figure this out if I am going to be able to support and help Whitney through her problems. Help me Lord find the gifts that you have given me. Help me get through this life so that I may spend the after life with you. Help me love myself like only you can do and please let your will be done in me always.